my improved baby

omg.

my DSLR has a new curve.

it now has a better flash

wheeeeeeeeeeeeee

aiya, i broke also la now. ==

xoxo

joanna

kong

doesn she look so cute? haha

xoxo

joanna

nerd mode - ON

meiyih and i went to the library this morning

hah. see, we are rajin people. i studied ok~~!

meiyih’s friend and friend’s friend(lol) also came. sorry didn catch your names. =s.

then we went to assunta hospital. lol. to eat la. haha. the canteen there food is cheap. plus its the nearest to the library lo. pattaya fried rice yo!!

so then i came back…

now im watching marley & me. omfg. the dog so cute ok!!.

all in all a good day!

xoxo

joanna

bad x bad = good

i had a good day today.

repeat after me. good day today~!

so it started off okok, found out that briana hadn’t gone to school. so was trying to entertain myself at the tapak. lol. then had to go round table. was kinda irritated by that point. after that went back to class to hear pn.chia early in the morning. i swear a person’s mood would turn sour after listening to all her ok’s. we had the essay writing competition for the anti-crime week then. lol, probably only 6 or 7 people wrote it? i did it la, for the fun of it. =p. i finished up my essay, then it was recess time. so i was still doing my essay when recess came around. it was kind of hillarious that the prefects keep halau-ing us out even though more and more people went into the class. finally i finished and got wen long to teman me buy my pens. haha.

so after recess it kinda passed by in a blur, what with listening to lim ser kien’s constant droning about the komsas and tan chau yatt with her chinese… it was kinda fun? haha. me being the bimbo or chinese ‘expert’ that i am kept asking these stupid chinese questions out loud meant for kong and andrew would answer them, then i’d laugh myself silly. haha. and pn.lim was copying something on the board, and kong said or did something i cant remember but i suddenly shouted ‘ shit la kong’ haha. and lim ser kien was like ooi ooi ooi. haha. i swear so many people turned round to look at me. =p. ok… so the rest of the day at school passed with talking to kong and the guys around us, wondering aloud at things that fascinated me, and getting beaten at ‘dou dian’ by paul. ==. his head cant fit through the door d la, keep saying ‘ i am the king’. lol.

after school went to church. had my lunch, hung around a bit the went home for a short nap. then went for chem tuition. haven’t seen teacher for 2 weeks wei. haha. it was fun la, i actually really enjoy chem tuition. exceot today was stupid redox reaction. ==. then came back had dinner and went for add maths tuition. i am so proud wei. yu zhi, stephanie and i finished the 25 question paper in 2 hours! it’s like a record for us. * jumps up, screams, jumps down*

so now im here typing this after i read marley & me. omg, the book so nice ok. seriously. so if you wanna borrow it from me let me know. it’s super super nice~!

xoxo

joanna

small steps

so one of my ultimate goals this year is to lead a healthier lifestyle.

so far, i’ve failed. i’m so embarassed to admit it.

so i’m taking today as the start.

it’s not that i want to lose the weight, of course i want to though. it’s just that, i want to be healthier. be able to control my eating habits and exercise in the future.

since today was the start. i avoided my normal fried food and ice-cream. bye bye peppermint ice cream~!. had ma breakfast, fruits, lunch (maggi mee. i noe i noe) snack, skipped roped (yay!) and had my dinner just now. all i gotta do now is keep chanting to myself that i am going to avoid supper.

i can do it k. i’ve done it before i’ll do it again. i remember i used to jog almost everyday in form 2 and jungle trekking in the morning, for a few weeks at least. so i can do it!

xoxo

joanna

of today’s and tomorrow’s.

ok. so my new policy? forgive and forget. yeah… i’m taking my own advice, thanks to those who voiced out their opinions but now i figure it’s my life? so i should choose how to lead it.

so you, we’ll never be best friends again, never be as close as we ever were, but i guess i’m willing to give it another try. to be able to talk to you and share giggles with you again will be a blessing. we’ll take it slow thought. so let’s see if you read my blog first. =p

and the other you, things have been hectic. you’ve gotta understand that. and i’m still trying to find my identity in life, so sorry if i hurt you or whatever. i’m not taking you for granted. just, you gotta be patient with me these few months. at least until SPM. heh. =p. love u banyak banyak la. ==

ok, so credits to jie-en who took the pic up there. haha. it’s a really good pic, other than the editing to soft focus it la of course, so you can expect amazing, fantastic, gorgeous! pics for 5S2 class page. =p cause we’ve got such fantastic photographers in our class! be jealous, oh so jealous.

i’ve gotten my bounce back btw, ask kong, i couldn’t stop poking her today. plus i was super super hyper too!. ask chen yi. ahha. ok, imma go bug people now. heh.

cahoz!

xoxo

joanna

P/S hijau memang rocks!

the big black hole

ok. so been super depressed lately.

disappointments + late nights + school is really killing me

been mean lately la. i know i know. but i’m not saying sorry lo. cause all this while damn lotta people say joanna, you so nice la. i mean seriously, not being perasanted. ==. and it was cause at that moment my tolerance level was very wide. now it’s only this wide *distance between thumb and fore finger*

sorry, but one day i might be totally nice to you, but the next i’ll be damn bitchy cause right your being irritating. ==

so i totally hate hypocrites at the moment. people who absolutely love to complain about other people but right don’t realise they themselves are like that lo. i mean seriously, are you that blur? *rolls eyes* i know i do it too, totally not saying that i don’t do it. but come on, at least i admit i do it right.

nyways, the stress is really pilling up. i seriously feel like quitting *it d. cause my ideas are stolen by other people, i’m constantly put on the spot, i’m excluded, only really wanted when my ideas some to use. so maybe i will. but its the last year i’m going to do this d. so i’ll just do what i normally do. put on my so fake but convincing smiley face, say i’m just tired and get through it. seriously f* it la. ==

been saying the f* word a lot lately. so not me. i’m disappointed at myself. but i just cant help it. different situations lately have caused me to use it a lot. and i really cannot tahan myself lo. so people right, stop asking me whether i have a problem, PMS-ing, or whatever. cause i am f*ing not. i’ve just changed for the better i like to think. i still keep quiet about certain things. but i tend to voice out my opinions more. so your just gonna have to deal with it.

okok. i released my frustration and anger d. bit more happier now. full weekend ahead. oh joy!. ==

xoxo

joanna

singing phenomenon

check it out. she is seriously soooo good.

 

 

xoxo

joanna

tag ==

1. The person who tagged you
Teoh Jie-En, Diong Mei Yih

2. Your relationship with him/her is
enemies!! friends laaa. =p

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her

• lame
• lamer
• lamest
• the lamest lamer
• the lamest lamest

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
deno la. tell me =p

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
damn lotta lame stuff. ==

6. If he/she become your lover you will
look for a new lover    love her lo!

7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
cut the lame. ==

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will
evil thoughts  bitch, bitch, bitch

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be
both of them combine become a lamegastrophy!

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now
help them solve their lame problem. ==

11. Your overall impression of him/her is
nice la nice la. =p

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
they love my guts.  deno ask them lo.

13. The characters you love of yourself are
i love my love handles.  i love me. nuff said.

14.On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself?
aiyo. refer above.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is
me!. =p

16. For people who care and love you, say something to them
i lub you tooo!!. ok mayb not my stalker. ==

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.

1. Diong Mei Yih

2. Teoh Jie-En

3. Briana Leong

4. Louise Tan

5. Kong Lai Yee

6. Loong Huei Mien

7. Annice Teo

8. Raymond Lai

9. Pay Pei!!!

10. Chin Yung Hsin

18. Who is no. 6
my hijau partner!

19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
female lo.

20. If no. 7 and no.10 together, is that a good thing?
lol. i denooooo~~

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
how to fix bra straps

22. When is the last time u had a chat with no. 3?
this afternoon

23.What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
weird music~

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
yeah

25. Will you woo no. 3?
nooooo~~

26. How about no. 7?
nooooooo

27. Is no. 4 single?
as far as i know

28. What is the surname of no.5?
Kong kong ma!!

29. What is the hobby of no. 10?
basketball, playing com games like siao.

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
should be i guess

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
The University of the Bra Strap repairing program.

32. Talk something casually about no. 1
i cari her when im bored. =)

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6?
i lubbb her. but she no lub meee.

34. Where does no. 9 live at?
her house

35. What colour does no.4 like?
too many to list. ==

36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?
nooo. haha

37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
yup. heh

38. What is no. 6 doing now?
tak tau~~

 

ok, haha, the two dumb nuts tagged me, so yeah.

xoxo

joanna

P.S. better do the taggg!! or i kill uu!!!. hehe.

E San Kitchen

  my dad has his new favourite restaurant. it’s this Thai restaurant at Seputeh. ask me for address if you want, cause the food is super super yummy.

so since the food is so good, when my cousin Ashley came with his friend Eugene, we brought them there for dinner. same goes for my uncle the other day but i don’t have a picture of him.

the appetizer that we had is this long beans and cucumber that we can dip in chilli sauce thing. it’s quite yummy even though it’s very simple. there are like three different chilli sauces to choose from.

their soup is really shiok betul la k. i, being the type of person who can swallow cili padi without batting an eyelash actually tear when it comes to this soup. it’s their super hot Thai soup.

  

their crispy fried rice is to die for. crispy bits are mixed in with rice cooked to perfection, topped off with prawns and some veggie, and hey presto we have a winner! and the crunchy white bits on top. heh

one of their salads. not really impressed though. there was the pedas factor there, but otherwise the taste was quite normal.

 

another salad. this one got hidden cili padi k. so it’s actually quite pedas for first time cili eaters. it’s a bit sour, the taste not too strong though. so you could just eat it with the fried rice and it goes really well.

ok, bet you haven’t seen this before. this is otak otak. no not brain, and yes it’s served in a coconut! this is no ordinary otak otak however, coconut bits are skillfully mixed unto this concoction. i forgot to mention that the otak otak is like soup! not the solid type that one normally finds. it’s seafood, so it contains prawns, fish bits etc. the addition of a bit of coconut into this dish really makes it stand out.

ok, this is fried fish floss. super super yummy! the mango slices on top of it though helps balance out the taste, it being a little bit sour while the sauce of this dish is slightly sweet. there are also hidden cili bits in the mango though. and if you prefer keeping your normal face colour, i suggest you should take the cili bits out before eating, or you might just end up with a face as red as a lobster when your done with this dish.

this is the fish, aruan to be exact. and it is one of their best dishes in this restaurant. the fish is stuffed with various herbs, the aroma wafting from the fish is enough to tantalize an already full soul into eating more. the fish is only fried, it is not drowned in any sauces. so a person could have the choice of dipping the fish into the various chilli sauces provided. the meat is cooked nicely and is nice and tender.

all in all, i would recommend you to go check out this place. their desserts are also really yummy, though i didn’t take any pictures.

xoxo

joanna

random

i just realised something.

what do you get when you put a pea together with a bird?

a peacock!. hhahhahahahhaha.

yes my blonde moment. ignore me.

dreams dreams go away

so have you seen this zombie walking around school lately?

talking bout me lo. i seriously have no idea why i’m so tired all the time. i’ve been sleeping earlier than usual and its weirding me out cause i wake up feeling more tired than ever. not to forget my memory seriously sucks these days. i keep having these dreams, but end up forgetting bout them until a few months later. so totally weird. yes you wanna know why i say my memory sucks.

well, i thought i lost the camera. not the huge one la, the small one. so i’ve been hunting everywhere these days. i thought my bro took it with him or something, but he said he doesn’t have it. then i panic a bit la, i was thinking very hard bout where i put it. so i look look look everywhere. still cannot find lo. then i sat down, stared at the com screen and i finally remembered. it was in my com bag. haha.

so lately i stress betul. i keep getting these headaches. and have a sudden liking to super emo songs, its seriously freaking me out. i’m also totally weirded out by my appetite. i don’t feel like eating most of the time now, but keep having these cravings for peppermint ice-cream. o.0..

i baked a cheese cake yesterday. haha, sudden inspiration. wanna know a secret though? i didn’t follow a recipe. =p. now my bro’s gonna read this and totally freak out. haha. so the cake turned out too sour and cheesy cause i put too much lemon juice, oh yeah, it’s not solid enough and the base is not firm enough. but all in all it’s ok considering i didn’t follow a recipe right? xD

ok. i’m starting to feel the nerves for wednesday. i told myself if i fail again i’ll quit. but actually i don’t feel like quitting. haihz. headache betul thinking bout this. you know whats stupid? cause i’m pressuring myself to pass, my playing is actually getting worse. like wtf right? ==

 

xoxo

joanna

sakit kepala

sekarang saya ni ada sakit kepala.

like omg, u know the picture on the top there i took with my crappy noob camera la, the small one. i can’t believe it turned out so well. o.0

k anyway. gonna go out tomorrow. i just have a headache thinking bout the upcoming activities k. banyak banyak stress. i’m getting white hairsss =s and frown lines… =p…

ok… me wanna go sleep… nites…

xoxo

joanna

fed up

ok. i am so so sick of being used.

i don’t care d, i’m not gonna do it anymore. i guess friends are always correct in the end. even if we wish they weren’t.

 

on a happier note. 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANSELM!!.

xoxo

joanna

the perks

firstly, i scored a freaking 92 on my english!!! wahaha.

ok. so today is april fools. so stupid, kena con so many times today. ==.  

   waaa, so many girls a. always surrounded

ok, today is chin yung hsin’s birthday!. yes he’s now older than me.

haha, he’s my buddy at the bus stop. i can share like so many secrets with him and not be scared that he’ll bocor them. we always wait together after school, so he knows me at my worst time of the day, normally i’m pissed or happy. =p. he used to sit behind kong and i, then andrew and chen yi stole his place. ==. so sad kan? now i got no more walking chinese dictionary, no wonder i fail my chinese la. =p. ok, so he’s one of my best friends among the guy friends. and he promised he’ll use my present d!! haha.

HAPPAY BIRTHDAY YUNG HSIN!!

dude on left. doin the peace sign

on another note, it’s also zen’s birthday today. sorry la, don’t really know you, haha. he’s one of my tuition mates la. so quiet but always gets so good results. swt la. haha. lol, zen is zhen xuan, ahah. we invented a nick for him, nice kan? =p… soooo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZEN!!

 

xoxo

joanna