depression.

it seems i am depressed. lmao. cause my IS study for ESL is about antidepressants and depression, while i was doing research, i stumbled upon these few fun facts.

symptoms of depression
-Sadness or hopelessness
-Irritability, anger, or hostility
-Tearfulness or frequent crying
-Withdrawal from friends and family
-Loss of interest in activities
-Changes in eating and sleeping habits
-Restlessness and agitation
-Feelings of worthlessness and guilt
-Lack of enthusiasm and motivation
-Fatigue or lack of energy
-Difficulty concentrating
-Thoughts of death or suicide

see, i have everything cept the last fun fact. LMAO.

how to deal with depressed people.
- offer support
- be gentle but persistent
- listen without lecturing
- validate feelings.

so harh, must follow it lo when dealing with me. haha. =)

xoxo
joanna

sleep pulls my eyelids closed as i struggle to keep them open.

hi pretty people! =)

life has been so-so, feel pretty tired lately, for no apparent reason at all. ><

so studies wise, im doing ok i think. i understand what the teachers are talking about. but horror, they remember my name liao. >< . since i got christian name. haihz.

my classmates are pretty friendly, we are exploring the territory everyday in search of new beauty places to eat. =p

erm erm. the only irritating thing at the moment is my having to wake up early and deciding what to wear everyday. ><

i hate being in the middle of all this conflict. friendship is meant to last, through think and thin. of course patience is necessary… i hope all of this works out. cause i love all u guys. <3

im selling my books btw, bit by bit, cause i don’t have enough space for all of it. so please support me yea. i sell cheap cheap only lo. >< http://bookstosell.blogspot.com/

owh. im loaded with homework, and trying to fit in studying everyday is killing me. thats why i always look tired nowadays, if i dun look tired its cause im having a particularly good day and i feel hyper. haha. =)

xoxo

joanna

P/S i think i maybe over you. =)

Digi vs Hotlink

ok so i tech noob k. i cant even tell the difference between hotlink and maxis lo.

anyway i am currently facing a dilenma. i have 2 numbers now, one digi one and hotlink one. so it is kinda ma fan carrying 2 phones around. ==.

so i am opening this to vote. comment in my cbox. tell me which number i should keep. and i will keep the one that gets the most comments lo. sms-es and facebook posts also can. =)

i leave it open for bout 2 weeks ba? end of jan i gonna say bye bye to one number jor. =)

xoxo

joanna

P/S 014 is hotlink people. hotlink. haha

silence is NOT? golden

ok so i’ve been going to college for 2 days liao.

haha. the verdict? too early to tell lo. =) so i’m not gonna blog about college yet. hahaa sorry to disappoint u lo

i tell you bout the expensive text books though. how i miss my bro being one yr older doing the same course then i dun need buy books liao. haih.

so the verdict?

maths(book and calculator) – RM330

econs – RM30

english – dun need. need dictionary only. o.-

accounts – RM10. yes. hahaha!!!

psychology – haven bought yet. gonna buy new one i think. RM63 =s

yup yup. thats the money ive spent on books. =s

my lecturers a? later only talk bout them ba. not sure how i feel yet. haha. but i got hw liao. and i feel like sleepin. bleh. ==

im starting to get to know my classmates. i guess it really does help to make the first move lo. some of them super nice. some still a little bit shy.

already i can feel the bonds that i forged during high school with my high school friends weakening. cant be helped. but stay in touch i guess. bleh. some are still strong though. =).

oh if u were wondering what is with the title? my lecturer set it as one of the class rules. lmao.

xoxo

joanna

P/S i miss u. haih.

drew looks at me, i fake a smile so he won’t see..

you know your bored when

- you stare at your facebook home page waiting for people to update

- you get excited when people come online and talk to you on msn

- you start reading books that you have read before

- you become lame and talk about random things

- you become emo/depressed/ sensitive when people don put a heart next to your name in blog links

- you clean and clean and clean your room

- you become excited to go out and spend money you wouldn’t normally spend.

- you have a maggi party.

hehe

xoxo

joanna

P/S, kidding bout some of it though. haha.

san fuuu

being sick very san fu one ok. every few minutes blow nose nia.

and sleep sleep sleep like pig ny, how i wish i was still 15 which was the growth phase right, i sleep so much sure become as tall as eddy dy. ==

somemore cannot eat. feel like puking ny. TT. and i got no appetite. so sad ok. ==.

and i kenot go out. ==. my msn screenname wrote   “down with flu sry cant go out” xiang purposely comes and ask me go out. hmph. no friend you d. ==

ok so basically i cant do anything else cept rot at home since im sick. ==. got no energy to do nything else anyway. ==.

people ask me go out also kenot. sad sia. TT.

nyways, college gonna start soon, wanna go shopping anyone after im better? =p

xoxo

joanna

P/S sherlock holmes batu! =)

supposed to be at a friends house watching fireworks with the classmates. but the plan fell through, for me.

i don’t want to usher in 2010 like this.

pissed at the world.

pissed that i’m always taken for granted.

pissed that i’m not pretty or attractive enough.

pissed at everybody.

pissed that nobody cares, because honestly? nobody does.

happy frickin 2010.

i’ve been living with a shadow overhead.

hi people. so it’s the eve’s eve. and thanks to jie-en im sick. o.-.

these few days been rotting at home. nothing much has happened.

christmas was a blast. thanks for all the pressies! =)

gonna spend eve with the bunch tomorrow. haha.

i’m thinkin of deleting the blog d la. kinda lazy to update nowadays. and i’ve got nothing to say.

i shud do my resoultions now shouldn’t i?

JOANNA’S NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS FOR 2010.

- lose weight. haha. (with briana)

- study hard.

- meet new friends. =)

  - clean my room. TT

- get a part time job.

- be a better person.

- keep in touch with everybody

- get over him.

ok i can’t think of anything else now. later update again la. =)

xoxo

joanna

P/S i fake a smile so he won’t see.

when you call me, i’ll be there~~

hi pretty people who read my blog! (yes your pretty!)

so prom is on Wednesday, 4 more days away. =). and then its class trip, gotta start packing. =s.

hmmm. been out twice d after chem, 3 times if you count ss2. haha. and it’s only been 3 days after chem. =p. so i am broke people. some kind soul out there will have to belanja me movie when they ask me out. haha.

nothing much to update lo. isn’t really life after spm yet so can’t say much.

oh my classmates are crazy drivers though. seriously they are crazy. haha. but i love my classmates man. =)

hmmm. started clearing my room. sent 2 piles of notes for recycling d. LOL. yes, i did notes. ==

oh yes, i have to state something. NEW MOON WASN EXCELLENT NOR WAS IT BAD, IT WAS MEDIOCRE. haha. i watched it with the classmates on wednesday, free ticket. =), thx eddy. then i watched again on thursday. yes back to back. ==. promised shuba ma. gotta admit though, the soundtrack was quite good. =). and all the werewolves are hot. not only jacob. =). like OMG hot ok. haha.

k la. i crapped enough. just wanted to let you people know im alive. will post a proper post after class trip probably.

add me in twitter. =)

xoxo

joanna

if only.

does a true friend do something without telling you and then proceeds to act like nothing happened?

i guess some do.

xoxo

joanna