haihz....

haihz... extremely depressed le... don know what to do...sleep also cannot sleep... eat also no appetite... like living in a ghost world... just doing my normal routine and doing whatever everybodywants me to do... but living in my own thoughts the rest of the time... like sleep walking...
first thing im depressed about is... brazil lost!!!... i can't believe it... they should have won... its like so impossible like that ...but somehow it happened... how?!?!?!?!?!
second thing im depressed about is...welll you know la... haih... its so hard to forget him... when i see him practically everyday... its just so hard... and im pretty sure of the coupling part... that he couple with somebody else... its just so hard to bear... but i should be happie that he has found somebody he can be happy with... but i just cant help feeling jealous...i mean who wouldn be... its just so frustrating during this period of time... i also do not know whether he likes me... he gave me some signs in the past... but i just don't now already... i wanna scream... but how can i... now i understand how depressed people feel....

dreaming of you,
thinking of you,
wondering if you actually
do the same to me too?

peace out...
anna banana