d-day

CHOCOLATE!!!

today was d-day. haha. okok la.

morning i woke up like 9 sumthing liddat. got ready and waited for my bro. while waiting right. my dogs kept barking at something outside the fence. so i went to see. and waddaya know. its this damnnnnn damnnn cute kitten u noe. lol. and my dogs wanted to attack it. my uncle held the dogs back and then the kitten quickly ran into the house. lol. we put it in a box and it kept jumping out. haha. then i had to leave for skool.

went to school. still damn lotta people haven't turn up yet. so was stoning around giving out x'mas pressies. wait wait wait until 12.00 then go into the hall. my cousin from assunta had alredi gotten her results at 10 liddat. sheeshhhh.

so wait wait wait in the hall for lee kim lai to finish her speech bla bla bla. and then finally started. damn nervous u noeee. finally my turn. turns out i got 5 a's 2 b's 1c. lolll. okok la. i'm a lil' sad bout it. but whatever. if i get into science or sub-science then can d. hehe. anyway, i got all the important subs a ok. haha. i'm the weird person who got a for sejarah but b for geo. lol. other b for kh and c for chinese.the c expected d. haha..

anyway, wanted to go out with frens. but my mum wouldn let. was givin lecture about how i could do better bla bla bla on the phone ya noe. anyway, i'm satisfied with what i got. do you just gotta deal with it.

and then i came home and my uncles had found a bigger box for the kitty. it seems my dogs had made another attempt to kill it. lol. and i decided to name it chocolate. haha. but we're not keeping it, we're gonna give it to PAWS tomorrow.

nth else to say la. to those who didn't get the results that they wanted. don't worry.

xoxo
joanna

merry x'mas!!

merry x'masss!!

XOXO
joanna

random

check out the sign. it may not make much sense but look at the right bottom hand corner. haha.

xoxo

joanna

china pics (2)

pretty
haha, can u make out what it means?

group pic!

haha, camels are stinky animals

the bloody toilet in the middle of nowhere

sheep with big butt!!

grapes on top of us!

we had to eat that. 0.o

wind energy

that's how cold it was kay.

haha, these are the pics i forgot to post the last time.

xoxo

joanna

update. =)

haha, i'm updating a normal post after sooo long. haha. anywayyyy

* i started working in mid valley! come support me and buy chocs and get fat!. wakaka. kiddin, hehe. seriously, come buy chocs, its pretty and nice!! if you wanna know where it is sms me for directions la kay.

* mid valley has some seriously cute guys working there... hhaaaaaaaa....

* my bro is at camp until friday, so i get the com!. wheeeeeee

*i'm addicted to facebook.. 0..0

*i started doing my X'mas pressies d, so if you want anything you better let me know ooo.

*i forgot what i wanted to blog about. =.=... ahhh!!! shite

i'll update later when i remember la..

oh yeah, i saw Enchanted btw. wakaka. itss sooooo goddamn funny!!!. haha

xoxo
joanna

gekk

ughh so gek la today. morning need to wake up early for tennis. then afternoon halfway through my nap my grandma woke me up for no reason. after one hour of napping woke up to do burgers ( thats right burgers, and you didn't get to taste my burgers cause you didn't go for lifenight. hmph). then after that shower and rush to church. then lifenight. two of my friends ffk on me. so gekk a. next time i won't even bother inviting people, then i won't feel the dissapointment or be depressed.

HMPH.

tag from louise =.=

Rules:
1. Tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag 8 other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog. Points about the special 'person'.

(sheesh, i can't believe i'm seriously doing this. )
*guy/girl u guys know right???

1. taller than me ( lol. almost everybody's taller than me. haha)

2. doesn't smoke, do drugs, drink, or gamble. (definite no-no)

3. the person i can go to for anything. ( if i can trust him, then why are we together?)

4. the person who will always wish the best for me ( even if we aren't together, he would want me to be happy right?)

5. has a sense of humour and knows what to say at the right times (the person who makes me smile =) )

6. the person who can get along with my parents. ( hahahaha)

7. a catholic. ( catholic, catholic, catholic, soweeee)

8. the person who likes me for who i am =)

P.S. actually i don't really think there is a perfect guy. i just think that there is the guy out there who is gonna make me happy by being the best they can be for me. =)

tagging
dannn
sueann
yuevern
chewwei
mei
kexin


deno who else.... later la.


xoxo
joanna

china pics

sunriseeee, sunset...
nice lehh. lol.

5am in the morning, who wouldn't look grumpy

my first ever snowball!!

they cross the river on..... pigs!!! see those things down there.

smile!!

looks nice but tasted horrible. 0.0

teracota(deno how to spell) warriors.

they have -1 and -2. we have p1 and p2. haha.

i hate this pic. but that statue is the monk guy from 'sun wu kong'

i'm taller than my dad. woohoo.

from the bus

ahhhhhh. terrorists!!. lol.

they're so ticklish. haha..

xoxo

joanna

tagged by KeXin. =.=

Rules:
1. Each blogger must post these rules.
2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they've been tagged and to read your blog.

1. i love irritating people to see how they react
haha. i know. it's really lame and all but thats just how it is. =). i loveee to irritate people especially on msn. lol. cause its fun to imagine how that person is reacting to whatever your saying to them since you won't actually know how they're reacting la.

2. i have a lot of crushes that i shouldn't have
i have really really bad luck when it comes to crushes. seriously. they're either taken, or like you but too scared to admit it or things like that la. you get it right. it's soo irritating and when i get heartbroken i'll be in a really bad mood for like a month.

3. i judge people by their looks
i can't help it. when i see someone i'll be thinking like, she looks bitchy or stuff like that. but they don't affect me, i still love you =)

4. i almost never answer my phone
you'll realise that when i'm at home and if you try calling my hp i won't answer. haha. that's cause i keep my hp in my room while i watch tv or do other stuff. lol.

5. i feel insecure about my friends
i feel very insecure about my friends. i'm very scared that i'll wake up one day without any friends at all but with 72 cats. =(

6. i love baking
haha. i love baking. but you know what stops me from doing it on my own at home. i'm scared of the oven. haha. it's reallly lame la.

7. i love to exercise
i know . really weird right. but i really love to exercise. i don't know why.exercise as in tennis or swimming or jungle trekking or jogging. you know.

8. i love everybody
well, i really do. it's just certain actions you do or the way you say things that makes my love for you less. lol.


tagging
1. dan
2. lulu
3. yuevern
4. sueann
5. meiyih
6. annice
7. jane
8. chewwei

xoxo
joanna

Rihanna feat. Ne-Yo : Hate that i love you

[Rihanna (Ne-Yo):]
That’s how much I love you (yeah)
That’s how much I need you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
And I can’t stand ya
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile
No..

[Ne-Yo:]
but you won’t let me
You upset me girl and then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget
that I was upset
Can’t remember what you did

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it

[Rihanna:]
You know exactly what to do
So that I can’t stay mad at you
For too long, that’s wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
Girl, I hate it
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don’t wanna fuss and fight no more
So I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna (Ne-Yo):]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah)
I can’t stand how much I need you (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (ooh)
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so..

[Ne-Yo:]
And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Sad and it’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I
Love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain’t right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me
And your kiss won’t make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me..

[Rihanna (Ne-Yo):]
That’s how much I love you
How much i need you
That's how much I need you
How much I love you
That’s how much I love you
How much I need you
That's how much i need you
I need you

[Rihanna (Ne-Yo):]
And I hate that I love you sooo...
And I hate how much I love you boy (Hey)
I can’t stand how much I need you (I can’t stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...ooh)
But I just can’t let you go (But I just can’t let you go, no)
And I hate that I love you so

[Both:] And I hate that I love you so.. so..

im baccckkk

wheee. im back! haha. china totally rocked. everything was great except for the toilets. haha. you probably heard all those stories about the holding the umbrella thing while pee-ing. haha. let me tell you whats true. haha. don't be surprised yea.



its four walls and a door. inside there are cubicles without doors. inside the cubicles there are holes in the ground. haha. you get the picture? i didn't take any pictures cause it's too disgusting. haha. but this trip i saw every toilet imaginable. lol. seriously. its damn freaking funny



anyway. i came back thinking i had to go to school on friday. turns out school is over for this year!! wakaka. merdeka lee.



hmmm, what else to say about china. oh yeah. leng chai!!. seriously. i step out of the airport first thing i see. whoa, leng chai. turns out he was our tour guide. wakaka. imagine my joy can keep gap-ing him. haha. but when i went shopping also see damn lot of leng chai le. haihz, leng chai heaven. lollllll.


oh yeah, shopping. so funny there la. the way we have to bargain cause the prices are so unreasonable. seriously. a hat can cost 200yuan ++. and we bargain until maybe about 40yuan? crazy oneeee.


and the food. everyday 10++ dishes for each meal. crazy one. got erm 3 soup, rice, fish, pork, kambing, egg, chicken, 3 veggie, and fruits. sometimes still got more. crazy right. and all the food there so oily la. haihz. first few days i suffered. after that can eat la, but not as much as i usually would lo. lol


i can't think of anything right now. maybe i'll update later la k.

xoxo
joanna

affirmation (3)

haha. i loveee writing affirmation la. especially after the what hantu came up with horh. haha.

tonight i'll write about Lee Sue Ann

she's the only one who really understands me lo. even though things are a little rough now, i still count you as my best friend. hmmm. she's pretty, taller than me (=.=), smarter than me and richer than me. haha. kaaa-chingg. hmm. got a lottt of guys chasing her le. i lovvee all the words that she comes up with. haha. thats where we got the word of the day hting from. hmmm, what else aa. oh yeah, she loves to jog and run. lol. i can't think of anything else right now. will post later.



continue from affirmation (2)
hantu ah. will be fat one day. haha. happyy? lol. erm. she don't know how to gamble one. lose money like shittt. haha. but she very rich one la, can afford. lol. she also very funny one. don't know how to do maths question won't ask me how to do but will go to sleep. haha. also her hp very irritating la. always vibrating oneee, me so jealous. haha.



xoxo
joanna

me going on vacation so my last psot be4 i leave. =)

affirmation (2)

okok, so i said i'll write somehting nice about somebody every night. i didn't exactly do it. haha. yeah yeah. but hey, i'm trying right. *winks*

tonight i'll write about (Hantu) Mei Yap Lai Yee
we share the same surname!!. haha. shes taller than me. sheesh, so depressing. haha. anyway, shes slim, pretty and easily bullied. haha no la. erm, shes there for me when i need her and shes richh. seriously, extremely rich. hehe. she loves calling people nicknames, i htink i got it from her. oh yeah, i completely hate her for the fact that she can keep eating and eating and eating and won't get fatt. sheesh. so unfair. and she lovesss her mentos. everytime tuition sure got mentos one. haha. even though i'm not in the same school with her, she's still one of my close friends. =)

xoxo
joanna

pink

haha. you know what. meiyih told me she's anti-pink now rightt. so i just thought about something.

my whole blog skin is pink!! haha. are u anti me ahhhhhh. lol..

xoxo
joanna

fcuk

i hate this whole fcuking universe.


xoxo
joanna


P.S why the hell does this always happen to me?!

I'M BORED

AND

DEPRESSED

LIFE SUCKS


xoxo
joanna

steaming hott

this guy is so totallly hot!. name is Steven Strait. lol. i think he was in sky high too.

xoxo

joanna

affirmation (1)

since i'm so totally bored, i decided i'll write somehting about each friend every night, haha. let's see whether i keep up with it.


Diong Mei Yih ( she's first cause i'm chatting with her now, haha)
she's my God-loving friend. haha. she's shorter than me (yay!!! haha, kidding), but more hardworking and smarter than me. seriously, she studied so much before PMR it freaked me out. lol. anyway. she's really nice. evern though we had our differences in form 1, but she lookd past it and now we're friends. oh yeah, i loveeee her potato salad. haha. she has goals and as far as i know she tries to stick to them as best as possible. she has erm, two brothers i think? but i don't know them. lol. oh yeah, her chinese got like the best last term i think? haha. anyway, she's my fun-loving, god-loving friend. and i hope we'll be friends for a long time =). oh yeah, she looks so totally cute in her baby pics that im jealous. lol

xoxo
joanna

survey

lol, i was so bored i decided to do the survey in sue ann's blog... lol


The basics*
-Name:: joanna
-Age:: 15
-Location:: home sweet home
-Status:: single and loving it
-Mood Status:: boreddd
-Time, date, day of the week:: 10.07pm, 18.10, thursday

Have you ever....
-Eatten a pizza whole?: nope
-Had a phone convo over 3 hrs?: guiltily, yes
-Skipped school?: of course
-Cursed in front of adults?: yes
-Cheated on a test?: yeahhh
-Cheated on your boyfriend?: never had a boyfriend
-Canoed?: never
-Been honked/whistled at while walking?: yup
-Had a cake fight?: yeah

The last...
-Time you yelled?: not sure
-Word you said?: forgot already
-Song you thought about?: i feel in love with a DJ
-Time you danced?: secreettt, shhhh
-Person you thought of?: nahhhh
-Time you went to a party?: long time ago
-Person to call you?: hantu
-Thing you just did?: shower?
-Time you got drunk?: once

Favorites
-Food?: eggss and potatoes
-Color?: black and blue
-Animal: doggiesss!!
-Music?: r & b
-Song?: every nice song =)
-TV show?: grey's anatomy!
-Drink?: apple juice
-Alcoholic drink?: shandy

Love and Friends
-Got a boyfriend?: nope
-If yes what's his name and how long have you been together?: duhhh
-Whose your best galfriend?: hantu, mei yih, sue ann
-..Guyfriend?: my bro counts?
-Lamest excuse you used for not going out with a guy?: nope
-Ever been cheated on?: nope
-Have you had your heart broken?: like duh, obviously
-What the worst thing a guy or friend can do to you?: backstab lo
-Worse thing you've done to a guy or friend?: lol, backstab?
-Describe your dream person:: tall, hot, smart, athletic, and likes me for who i am
-About how much total has a guy spent on you?: don't know wo
-Do you think you can change someone?: nah, don't believe in changing someone
-Whos your closetestestest friend?: owh, don't want to say, will hurt feelings
-..Daring?: briana
-..Funniest?: sue ann
-Have you ever fallen for a long term friend?: nope
-When you say I Love You, do you mean it?: yeah

Random
-Thoughts of sex on the first date:: none
-You feel sexy in:: low cut stuff
-The person to give you good advice:: a lot of people
-What are you afraid of:: firee
-On myspace how many comments do you have:: no myspace
-..Friends?: duh
-..Profile views?: duh
-What's your profile song?: dun have
-Why?: duh
-Who's first, second and last on your top?: duh
-How many bras do you own?: never counted
-Do you wear makeup everyday?: nope
-Have you ever been a cheerleader?: nope.
-Do you like chocolate?: totally, my comfort food
-What kind of hair style do you have?: wavy?
-Do you like to carry a purse?: not really
-What subject are you best in?: english and maths
-One thing you like about school?: friends
-Were you a planned child : nope
-Do you want to get married?: don't know
-Are you trustworthy?: i guess???
-Do you like surprises?: of course
-Who was the last person you cried to?: myself
-What song makes you tear up or cry?: wait for you
-When your down, whos that one person who can make your day?: nobody
-What are your turn ons:: sheeshh
-What religion are you?: catholic
-Nationality/Ethnicity/Heritage?: malaysian / chinese / chinese
-Favorite guy and girl name:: guy : luke girl: alexis
-Do you speak another language?: yeah
-Do you were glasses/contacts?: yeah
-If so, since when?: std 2?
-Why do you like the guy you like?: he;s interesting
-Have you ever cried over someone?: yeah
-What grade are you in?: form 3
-Do you know how to drive?: nope
-Do you have any admirers?: don't know
-Can you have a good relationship w/o the sex?: yeah
-What are you wearing?: pj's
-Personality or looks?: 5 ft 2, fair, brown eyed. i like evrybody!! lol
-What are you listening to?: vacation - simple plan
-Would you ever do a strip tease?: don't know
-..Write a book?: maybe
-..Play strip poker?: maybe
-How many boyfriends have you had?: secret
-Have you ever snuck out of the house?: nope
-..Talked to a stranger?: yeah
-..Ran away from home?: nope
-Your 1 wish right now would be:: evrybody will tell me what i did wrong until they're mad at me


xoxo
joanna

of cabbages and kings..

haha... i was having this super depressing day yesterday thats why i posted that post. but i deleted it already. =).

to do list

1. lose weight!!!! ( you know i found out my once lose pants are fitting now!!!)

2. clear my room ( my room looks like a tornado hit it)

3. learn how to ride bike ( i know i know, i'm totally noobie haha)

4. start making christmas cards( if you want one give me your add XD )

5. learn how to bake / cook ( its a lot of fun, seriously)

6. pack for CHINA ( thats right, im gonna be staying in the middle of the desert for 10 days. whoopee [NOT] )

7. start making christmas list ( you know the list where you get to ask people for things. haha)

8.cut hair ( short/long, short/long, SHORT/LONG??)

9. be wiser ( haha, i just put that in for fun)

10. go out with friends ( i don't care if you don't want to watch Hairspray, i still want to !!!)


haha... thats what i came up with in 5 mins. theres tons more to do but whatever. i'm posting my christmas list here, so if you DO want to buy presents for me, you know what to look for. especially a certain ROXY cap, horhhh... haha

xoxo
joanna

damn semangat

ka-chinngnggg

haha. there is only one word to describe today

BORING

lol. seriously. you want to know what i did in school the whole day?

reach school, bell rang, line up at extra wet tapak, went back to class, start watching other people gamble

...
...
...

still gambling

...
...
...

finally i decided to join in. =). haha. i only played like two rounds. i won RM1 though. haha. lucky for once only. i decided that if i played anymore i'll be broke by the end of the game so went back to watching them. lol. finally started reading my storybook. played snap. haha. snap is a lot of fun you know, seriously. went home.


see, school is boring nowadays.


xoxo
joanna

P.S. yesterdays paintball left me with a bruise on my stomach. haha. i can't even twist my back without feeling a lil' bit of pain. =(

boys need us girls

me and james.

you know what i realised, boys need us girls. haha. james and i have this thing that if somehting goes wrong we don't tell our parents straightaway. for example, james and i thought that we had lost the camera. so, my brother and i were trying to avoid telling our parents. in the end, my dad found out. i think he was used to it since it was the second camera that we had lost. so my bro was like, we will look for it. then, a few days later as we were having lunch, my dad suddenly mentions the camera. my mum choose this moment to inform us of the fact that she had been keepng the camera.

sheesh, talk about harsh. and james and i had been so worried about the camera you know. lol

xoxo

joanna

P.S. anybody don't want your books can give me cause i'm giving to an orphanage. pretty please

merdeka?

i just realised somehting. PMR was over today, but what the hell am i gonna do for the next 2 and a half months??? haha... no more studying to do wo. don't need to worry so much bout exams. haha. so now how lehhhhhhh?.

anyway, some of us went to mid today. we watched the chuck and larry movie. haha. so damn gay. dan kept saying it reminded us of someone. lol. we went shopping too. well, first was dan and me. and then louise also for the second part. haha. we forced her to pierce her ears. wakaka. hmmm. what else. oh yeah. my dad's b'day today, so i bought this tie for him. lol. i don't think you really want to know hw much it costs so i won't say it. but it was less than RM50. normally when a person says that you know what it means right. haha. yeah its red and all. cause i didn't know what colour. i was standing there trying to choose a tie that made my dad look young but not too young, old but not too old. haha. i'm fickle la. the salesguy also getting a bit impatient. finally he was like, you can change it if you want to, you have 3 days. wow, if only he had said that earlier. haha. so when i went home i gave it to him. he was like, i don't wear ties la. sheesh. talk about ungrateful. but just to humour me he put on the RED tie on his YELLOW shirt. haha. he looked like a clown weeeiiii. lol. yup.so i got the present thing out of the way. hmmm. i also bought a new shirt that i absolutely love. haha. the scene was so funny when i was trying it. dan and i came out of the changing rooms at the same time. she saw me she was like *gasp*, i saw her i was like *gasp*. haha. we bought it straightaway. wakaka.

hmmm. and now i shop to take away the sadness that i feel. smooth eh.

xoxo
joanna

P.S. im giving up on guys. haha. try girls?.. that sounds so wrong. haha...

word of the day
fabulicious

sheesh

i just heard the most depressing news... haihz... but whatever la... i should have seen it coming horh...


anyway, pmr's over tomorrow. so i'm gonna go watch chuck and larry with the class in mid. i think its that movie. lol. tomorrow's also my dad's b'day. haha. i don't know where to go for dinner la. haha.


i got nothing to write d la. update later


xoxo
joanna

damn shit wei...

i was having a perfectly happy day today, except for the sejarah exam which totally sucked. and then i had to go and read a certain blog. ugh. it's not like it was takling bad about me, but it was bout what the people from the blog did without me or without even telling me. i guess i'm so ignorant i thought we were best friends. i guess i was wrong. you can't even invite me for something but can somehow invite someone of whom you've only known for about a year.

people are probably gonna say. oh, joanna, don't take it too personally, it's just some stupid thing that they didn't invite you for. but i feel like we're growing apart as friends. we're not as close as we used to be. i don't know la. i guess i'm being too sensitive. but i can't help it when i know the fact that you're moving on and leaving me in the dust. it's sad cause i thought we could share everything.

xoxo
joanna

'it's perfectly safe to stand nowhere'

gnirob...

i feel bored and depressed today... i have no idea why... i just came back from PD a few hours ago... this is the interesting stuff that happened...

-played basketball and got 3 blisters at the end of it
-played 'chor dai di' and won once
-my bro's frens couldn't stop singing horribly but very funnily... hehe... especially beautiful girls
-watched 300 halfway then fell asleep
-watched as my bro's frens tried to get the attention of some other girls on camp
-gap zhai =p
-paintball... whheeeee
-go kart... i suck at driving la... haha
-homeeeeeeeeeee

haha... tis' was a lot of fun... haha... welll then we had to make our way back home... bluek... i kept sms-ing ppl this whole trip and now i have no more credit... haha... great huh?
anyway... back to the bored and depressed part...

i feel like nobody cares about me even though i have such great friends when i need them...

i feel like i'm being left behind while everybody is moving forward...

i feel like i'm gonna breakdown one day and just cry and cry and cry..

i feel like my world is crashing down around me...

i feel like eveyrbody is moving on while i'm left behind to pick up their pieces...

i feel like i can't talk when i want to but talk when i dun want to...

i feel trapped in this world of only a circle...

i feel like eveyrbody only wants to look for the bad in me and not the good anymore...

i feel like my world is ending and yet nobody has noticed...

i like to think a lot on my own now... it sounds sad and boring.. but i can't help it... sometimes on the way up the long road that seperates me from my mums car, i suddenly slow down and start thinking... WHAT IF? what if this happened? what if that didn't happen? what if i lose a friend? what if i die the next day and the guy i like doesn't even know that i liked him? what if i die and my friends are left with sadness? what if the world ends? what if my parents suddenly get sick? what if my dad loses his job..... it's just too many what if's.... i feel like i can't control it anymore... i cry more often than i used to... suddenly i'll just start crying for no reason at all... even somebody asked me 'why lately your so emotional, joanna?' i have no idea... haihz... im boring you with tis post... so now i'll go and dwell in my thoughts...

xoxo
joanna

for the record, i failed ed board so stop askin me whether i failed or passed...

P.s try and figure out what the title means... =p

a chicken rice-y post

you know what? Ipoh Chicken Rice is like soooo expensive... hmm... i think a lot of people already know that... but me, being the one who doesn't want to spend lunch on her own, loves to ask people what to eat for lunch before the final bell rings, and the choice is always Kanna or Chicken rice?... haha... it's so lifeless... lol... and since i'm kinda sick of Indian food and have heard really bad rumours about them from a few people(ask me if you wanna know =p)... always say chicken rice nowadays... haha... so i'll be arguing with my friends in the end... Ipoh or Satellite?... and i think i'm too big of a sucker cause i always end up sitting in the air-conditioned area of Ipoh Chicken Rice.. haha... but the helpings are quite small and damn expensive you know... its like, a little bit of chicken and rice... which isn't filling enough for a chubby person like me so i normally end up complaining about how i'm still hungry to innocent bystanders like Louise today... haha... i think i complain too much?... haha... but back to the point. Ipoh Chicken Rice is expensive... (delicious)... full of chemicals that are bad for erm... parts of the body?... unecesarry when we can buy a plate of chicken rice somewhere else cheaper with more chicken... i mean whats the point of calling it chicken rice if you're gonna give so much more rice than chicken? hmm... and i wasted RM3.50 on that plate of chicken rice... and you know what the funny thing at the end of the day was?... i forgot that i told my mum i was eating lunch at home... and ironically when i went home... what did i find for lunch... NGA POH CHICKEN RICE...

P.S i have just wasted 5 minutes of your time while you read this post... =p...


xoxo
joanna

picturesss

me and mum
me and gradma

me and dad

she's looking at uuu...

rambutanns

have a break... ahha

my mum couldn't decide which cake...

snail's and ducky's artwork...

henna

xoxo

joanna

Smile. your on candid caameeraaaaa...

today nothing really interesting happened... except the moment when they 'kai bao' Khoo... haha... damn swt la... and the gf smiling like shit there somemore... lol...
anyway

happy early birthday khoo!!...

haha... im not gonna give u a pressie so thats all you'll get...
other than that, the debate was today... i was reserve cause every sentence that comes out of my mouth is punctusted by my coughing... but we won!! ... wakaka... briana and louise and khoo are the best... lol... evern though it was their first time but they were totally good... and another happy thing is all the semi teams are form threes... haha... not bad... lol... our next topic is like... khoo's fav thing... haha... if you wanna noe what it is... ask either one of us lo... lol...
moving on, i had an afternoon nap... now feel damn hyper... haha... first thing i did was take out my hp and start sending random messages to people... lol... and i'm sad to say out of the ten messages i only got back two replies... dissapointed la... but whatever la... didn't expect much... hmmm... what else..
nothing i think... i watched james bond just now... was supposed to study but my lampu all of a sudden kaput la... so what to do... sit in the living room also can't help it but watch what my dad is watching right... haha..
i don't know what to write d... lately lazy to change the colour of my fonts and stuff... haha...

xoxo
joanna

1,2.3!!

i reached 123 posts d... wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
haha... i'm hyper cause i had my medicine... which is like lemsip... if you don't know what it is... it's lemon+panadol.. haha... and my mum gave me the adult version.. so i'm really hyper right now... haha
hmm... i need to start studying... lol... 2 1/2 more weeks to trial leh... howwww?... lol
i'm starting to get really paranoid nowadays... about certain stuff... don't ask me... haha
and i'm still sick after 3 weeks... lol... don't ask me why...

ok... that's the update... haha

xoxo
joanna

life is short... enjoy it...

i've just realised something... life is so so so short le...
imagine...
10 minutes in one hour is already 1/6 of an hour
10 hours in one day is already 41.4% of one day
aiya... forget the statistics... just think of it this way... on average, you take at least 2-3 hours to eat... 8 hours to sleep... 1-2 hours getting dressed... 1-2 hours on the road... 6-7 hours in school... so how much time do you have left a day? ( on a weekday)
about... 4-5 hours left a day... surprising right? i was quite surprised too when i did the math... but its actually quite refreshing thinking about it... thinking about what i usually do in those few precious hours... and thinking that i've wasted my time on mindless things...
almost half of this year is gone... and the other half is going fast too... while we go on with our busy lives... i cant help thinking... what have i done today that was meaningful? what have i done today for a friend or even an enemy?...
i know the answer to that for myself... but what about the rest of you?... just think about that when you spend hours siting in front of the tv or playing endless games...

xoxo
joanna

so baby, i will wait for you... elliot yamin

single guys...

i was watching Oprah after school today, and guess what todays topic was...

*drumroll*

love...

lol... i think Oprah loves to talk about love la... this time it was how to stay in a relationship and stuff like that... so what i learned from watching it was...
- you gotta feel good about yourself to be able to stay in a relationship
- you gotta give out the good vibes to get good guys... haha... you know what i mean right...
- you gotta be positive just think of life in a more positive way

haha... it was kinda funny at the end... cause Oprah says that too many women cmplain they cant find the perfect guy... so Oprah and her 'team' looked for tons of single men... lol... they're all available at Oprah.com... haha...

i don't know why im feeling depressed today la... haihz... i guess im just depressed that the guy i like is like off limits la... in the sense that its a one-sided like relationship... u get what i mean right... why can't the perfect guy exist leh?
a guy who is always there for you... worries about you 24/7... always knows the right things to say at the right times... a guy who can still be there for you even though he has left this face of the earth... just a guy that you can always get along with and your family can get along with too... a guy who has the guts to say i like you instead of hide behind his friends...

lol.. i expect too much in life i guess... haha...

'i want you to want me' elvis castello (why can't life be as simple as an old retro pop song)

xoxo
joanna...

dissapointing...

haha... i haven't updated for damn long d (according to my standards la)
well, these are the highlights of the things that have happened lately...

my birthday passed, i love and thanks everybody!!! haha. i got like tons of presents and am really grateful. i'll post pics of them later la... haha too lazy now le.

family day was last sunday. it was fun. haha. started off giving weidly shaped balloons to lil' kids. and then debbie and louise found me so we went around. all three of us did the henna thingy. haha. i hope it'll last for a longer time. haha. i ate like damn lot of food le. =.=. i bought some stuff too. haha. hmmm, thats about it i think.

i stayed overnight at church from friday to saturday le. like until 4 am in the morning. haha. pretty cool. damn lotta people came to gove testimonies and stuff. i saw pointblanc and the nikki girl from malaysian idol!!!! so totally cool. haha. they're catholics by the way thats why they came to give testimonies le. and then since the world youth day is being held in sydney this yr, the organisers decided to teac us some australian slang. haha. so now my bro is going around trying to immintate an australian. haha.

the whole week was pretty boring actually. damn lotta relief le. so can sleep/study. haha. butsince i cant sleep in class for some strange reason, i ended uo studyin form 1 science. haha. a bit pathetic right, but whatever.

PMR is in like 76 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sshhhhhheeeetttttttt...

xoxo
joanna

muscles...

btw... i was talking with a few people who have the same opinion about this...

guys with reli reli reli huge muscles are ugly! lol... one example is how arnold used to be... as in the guy form terminator... haha

xoxo
joanna

embarassed...

haihz... i don't know why i've been feeling so emo lately... well... except for today la... today i was so hyper i did things which i regret later (refer to the title)... my results sucked by the way... i passed all my subs la... but there are so many bad marks that i really regret not studying over... haihz... PMR is like in 3 more months and i cant believe im still blogging away, onlining till late at night and having afternoon naps... its not that im not worried... of course i am... its just that i've lost the will power and concentration to sit down and stare aimlessly at the revision books... everytime i open one, i end up thinking and thinking... so i've kinda given up...
come to think of it, i've given up on almost everything in life... lol... im thinking again... haha...
i've given up on some of my friends...
i've given up on all my ambitions...
i've given up on love...
i've even given up on myself...
maybe thats why i love to read romance novels... cause everything turns out right in the end... there is never a story book that doesn end happily... come to think of it... everything always goes right in the end... even if one of the characters die, somebody else will go in turn to replace that character... and at the end ' and they all lived happily ever after'... its getting kinda depressin to read story books like that actually... everything always turns out right for them in the end... hmmm... i think im going mad... im actually comparing myself to fictional characters... haha...
well, for those who don't know what i've been talking about from the top... basically i feel damn emo and lonely le... its not that i don have people beside me to help me through life... i have tons of them... its just that well... theres always the time when ur sitting alone in class and wondering what happened to all my friends... or the time when your walking out alone after school wondering where everybody is... its not only that... evrybody has people by their side bad mouthing them... we just don't know it or we are vaguely aware of it... yet we can't do anything... we can only watch them as they do what they are best at doing... back stabbing people... haihz... why can't we just have the power to read each others minds and know what they are thinking instead of going through the process of hurt and tears...

haihz.... this post so emo la... =.=...

on to happier notes... i think im gonna watch transformers la... yeah!... lol... im waitin for harry potter though... my birthday is coming up to... and people pls... stop asking me what i want... haha... cause i seriously do not know le... haha...

P/S... i can't believe that im staying up every night just to wait for that guy to come online... lol... i feel like a stalker... haha... (im not revealing the identity of the guy... its for me and my close friends to know and for the rest of you to find out)... lmao!!!

xoxo
JoAnNa..

im starting to feel hyper again... haha... so random...

augustana - boston

In the light of the sun,
Is there anyone?
Oh it has begun.
Oh dear, you look so lost,
eyes are red
and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed.
You said,

You don't know me,
And you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said,
You don't know me,
And you don't wear my chains, oh yeah.
yeah.

Essential yet appealed,
Carry all your thoughts
Across an open field,
When flowers gaze at you,
They're not the only ones
Who cry when they see you
You said,

You don't know me,
And you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said,
You don't know me,
And you don't wear my chains, oh yeah.

She said I think I'll go to Boston.
I think I'll start a new life.
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name.
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly 'em out to Spain.
I think I'll go to Boston.
I think that I'm just tired.
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind.
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of Sunset,
I hear it's nice in the summer, some snow would be nice, oh yeah.

You don't know me,
And you don't even care, oh yeah,

Boston, where no one knows my name
where no one knows my name
where no one knows my name

Boston, where no one knows my name.

this is my new favourite song... lol... it's quite nice le... haha

<3
joanna

spongebob remix... lol...

picturess...

those are some random pics that i took when mark, megan and michael were here...

<3

joanna