survey

lol, i was so bored i decided to do the survey in sue ann's blog... lol


The basics*
-Name:: joanna
-Age:: 15
-Location:: home sweet home
-Status:: single and loving it
-Mood Status:: boreddd
-Time, date, day of the week:: 10.07pm, 18.10, thursday

Have you ever....
-Eatten a pizza whole?: nope
-Had a phone convo over 3 hrs?: guiltily, yes
-Skipped school?: of course
-Cursed in front of adults?: yes
-Cheated on a test?: yeahhh
-Cheated on your boyfriend?: never had a boyfriend
-Canoed?: never
-Been honked/whistled at while walking?: yup
-Had a cake fight?: yeah

The last...
-Time you yelled?: not sure
-Word you said?: forgot already
-Song you thought about?: i feel in love with a DJ
-Time you danced?: secreettt, shhhh
-Person you thought of?: nahhhh
-Time you went to a party?: long time ago
-Person to call you?: hantu
-Thing you just did?: shower?
-Time you got drunk?: once

Favorites
-Food?: eggss and potatoes
-Color?: black and blue
-Animal: doggiesss!!
-Music?: r & b
-Song?: every nice song =)
-TV show?: grey's anatomy!
-Drink?: apple juice
-Alcoholic drink?: shandy

Love and Friends
-Got a boyfriend?: nope
-If yes what's his name and how long have you been together?: duhhh
-Whose your best galfriend?: hantu, mei yih, sue ann
-..Guyfriend?: my bro counts?
-Lamest excuse you used for not going out with a guy?: nope
-Ever been cheated on?: nope
-Have you had your heart broken?: like duh, obviously
-What the worst thing a guy or friend can do to you?: backstab lo
-Worse thing you've done to a guy or friend?: lol, backstab?
-Describe your dream person:: tall, hot, smart, athletic, and likes me for who i am
-About how much total has a guy spent on you?: don't know wo
-Do you think you can change someone?: nah, don't believe in changing someone
-Whos your closetestestest friend?: owh, don't want to say, will hurt feelings
-..Daring?: briana
-..Funniest?: sue ann
-Have you ever fallen for a long term friend?: nope
-When you say I Love You, do you mean it?: yeah

Random
-Thoughts of sex on the first date:: none
-You feel sexy in:: low cut stuff
-The person to give you good advice:: a lot of people
-What are you afraid of:: firee
-On myspace how many comments do you have:: no myspace
-..Friends?: duh
-..Profile views?: duh
-What's your profile song?: dun have
-Why?: duh
-Who's first, second and last on your top?: duh
-How many bras do you own?: never counted
-Do you wear makeup everyday?: nope
-Have you ever been a cheerleader?: nope.
-Do you like chocolate?: totally, my comfort food
-What kind of hair style do you have?: wavy?
-Do you like to carry a purse?: not really
-What subject are you best in?: english and maths
-One thing you like about school?: friends
-Were you a planned child : nope
-Do you want to get married?: don't know
-Are you trustworthy?: i guess???
-Do you like surprises?: of course
-Who was the last person you cried to?: myself
-What song makes you tear up or cry?: wait for you
-When your down, whos that one person who can make your day?: nobody
-What are your turn ons:: sheeshh
-What religion are you?: catholic
-Nationality/Ethnicity/Heritage?: malaysian / chinese / chinese
-Favorite guy and girl name:: guy : luke girl: alexis
-Do you speak another language?: yeah
-Do you were glasses/contacts?: yeah
-If so, since when?: std 2?
-Why do you like the guy you like?: he;s interesting
-Have you ever cried over someone?: yeah
-What grade are you in?: form 3
-Do you know how to drive?: nope
-Do you have any admirers?: don't know
-Can you have a good relationship w/o the sex?: yeah
-What are you wearing?: pj's
-Personality or looks?: 5 ft 2, fair, brown eyed. i like evrybody!! lol
-What are you listening to?: vacation - simple plan
-Would you ever do a strip tease?: don't know
-..Write a book?: maybe
-..Play strip poker?: maybe
-How many boyfriends have you had?: secret
-Have you ever snuck out of the house?: nope
-..Talked to a stranger?: yeah
-..Ran away from home?: nope
-Your 1 wish right now would be:: evrybody will tell me what i did wrong until they're mad at me


xoxo
joanna

of cabbages and kings..

haha... i was having this super depressing day yesterday thats why i posted that post. but i deleted it already. =).

to do list

1. lose weight!!!! ( you know i found out my once lose pants are fitting now!!!)

2. clear my room ( my room looks like a tornado hit it)

3. learn how to ride bike ( i know i know, i'm totally noobie haha)

4. start making christmas cards( if you want one give me your add XD )

5. learn how to bake / cook ( its a lot of fun, seriously)

6. pack for CHINA ( thats right, im gonna be staying in the middle of the desert for 10 days. whoopee [NOT] )

7. start making christmas list ( you know the list where you get to ask people for things. haha)

8.cut hair ( short/long, short/long, SHORT/LONG??)

9. be wiser ( haha, i just put that in for fun)

10. go out with friends ( i don't care if you don't want to watch Hairspray, i still want to !!!)


haha... thats what i came up with in 5 mins. theres tons more to do but whatever. i'm posting my christmas list here, so if you DO want to buy presents for me, you know what to look for. especially a certain ROXY cap, horhhh... haha

xoxo
joanna

damn semangat

ka-chinngnggg

haha. there is only one word to describe today

BORING

lol. seriously. you want to know what i did in school the whole day?

reach school, bell rang, line up at extra wet tapak, went back to class, start watching other people gamble

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still gambling

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finally i decided to join in. =). haha. i only played like two rounds. i won RM1 though. haha. lucky for once only. i decided that if i played anymore i'll be broke by the end of the game so went back to watching them. lol. finally started reading my storybook. played snap. haha. snap is a lot of fun you know, seriously. went home.


see, school is boring nowadays.


xoxo
joanna

P.S. yesterdays paintball left me with a bruise on my stomach. haha. i can't even twist my back without feeling a lil' bit of pain. =(

boys need us girls

me and james.

you know what i realised, boys need us girls. haha. james and i have this thing that if somehting goes wrong we don't tell our parents straightaway. for example, james and i thought that we had lost the camera. so, my brother and i were trying to avoid telling our parents. in the end, my dad found out. i think he was used to it since it was the second camera that we had lost. so my bro was like, we will look for it. then, a few days later as we were having lunch, my dad suddenly mentions the camera. my mum choose this moment to inform us of the fact that she had been keepng the camera.

sheesh, talk about harsh. and james and i had been so worried about the camera you know. lol

xoxo

joanna

P.S. anybody don't want your books can give me cause i'm giving to an orphanage. pretty please

merdeka?

i just realised somehting. PMR was over today, but what the hell am i gonna do for the next 2 and a half months??? haha... no more studying to do wo. don't need to worry so much bout exams. haha. so now how lehhhhhhh?.

anyway, some of us went to mid today. we watched the chuck and larry movie. haha. so damn gay. dan kept saying it reminded us of someone. lol. we went shopping too. well, first was dan and me. and then louise also for the second part. haha. we forced her to pierce her ears. wakaka. hmmm. what else. oh yeah. my dad's b'day today, so i bought this tie for him. lol. i don't think you really want to know hw much it costs so i won't say it. but it was less than RM50. normally when a person says that you know what it means right. haha. yeah its red and all. cause i didn't know what colour. i was standing there trying to choose a tie that made my dad look young but not too young, old but not too old. haha. i'm fickle la. the salesguy also getting a bit impatient. finally he was like, you can change it if you want to, you have 3 days. wow, if only he had said that earlier. haha. so when i went home i gave it to him. he was like, i don't wear ties la. sheesh. talk about ungrateful. but just to humour me he put on the RED tie on his YELLOW shirt. haha. he looked like a clown weeeiiii. lol. yup.so i got the present thing out of the way. hmmm. i also bought a new shirt that i absolutely love. haha. the scene was so funny when i was trying it. dan and i came out of the changing rooms at the same time. she saw me she was like *gasp*, i saw her i was like *gasp*. haha. we bought it straightaway. wakaka.

hmmm. and now i shop to take away the sadness that i feel. smooth eh.

xoxo
joanna

P.S. im giving up on guys. haha. try girls?.. that sounds so wrong. haha...

word of the day
fabulicious

sheesh

i just heard the most depressing news... haihz... but whatever la... i should have seen it coming horh...


anyway, pmr's over tomorrow. so i'm gonna go watch chuck and larry with the class in mid. i think its that movie. lol. tomorrow's also my dad's b'day. haha. i don't know where to go for dinner la. haha.


i got nothing to write d la. update later


xoxo
joanna

damn shit wei...

i was having a perfectly happy day today, except for the sejarah exam which totally sucked. and then i had to go and read a certain blog. ugh. it's not like it was takling bad about me, but it was bout what the people from the blog did without me or without even telling me. i guess i'm so ignorant i thought we were best friends. i guess i was wrong. you can't even invite me for something but can somehow invite someone of whom you've only known for about a year.

people are probably gonna say. oh, joanna, don't take it too personally, it's just some stupid thing that they didn't invite you for. but i feel like we're growing apart as friends. we're not as close as we used to be. i don't know la. i guess i'm being too sensitive. but i can't help it when i know the fact that you're moving on and leaving me in the dust. it's sad cause i thought we could share everything.

xoxo
joanna

'it's perfectly safe to stand nowhere'

gnirob...

i feel bored and depressed today... i have no idea why... i just came back from PD a few hours ago... this is the interesting stuff that happened...

-played basketball and got 3 blisters at the end of it
-played 'chor dai di' and won once
-my bro's frens couldn't stop singing horribly but very funnily... hehe... especially beautiful girls
-watched 300 halfway then fell asleep
-watched as my bro's frens tried to get the attention of some other girls on camp
-gap zhai =p
-paintball... whheeeee
-go kart... i suck at driving la... haha
-homeeeeeeeeeee

haha... tis' was a lot of fun... haha... welll then we had to make our way back home... bluek... i kept sms-ing ppl this whole trip and now i have no more credit... haha... great huh?
anyway... back to the bored and depressed part...

i feel like nobody cares about me even though i have such great friends when i need them...

i feel like i'm being left behind while everybody is moving forward...

i feel like i'm gonna breakdown one day and just cry and cry and cry..

i feel like my world is crashing down around me...

i feel like eveyrbody is moving on while i'm left behind to pick up their pieces...

i feel like i can't talk when i want to but talk when i dun want to...

i feel trapped in this world of only a circle...

i feel like eveyrbody only wants to look for the bad in me and not the good anymore...

i feel like my world is ending and yet nobody has noticed...

i like to think a lot on my own now... it sounds sad and boring.. but i can't help it... sometimes on the way up the long road that seperates me from my mums car, i suddenly slow down and start thinking... WHAT IF? what if this happened? what if that didn't happen? what if i lose a friend? what if i die the next day and the guy i like doesn't even know that i liked him? what if i die and my friends are left with sadness? what if the world ends? what if my parents suddenly get sick? what if my dad loses his job..... it's just too many what if's.... i feel like i can't control it anymore... i cry more often than i used to... suddenly i'll just start crying for no reason at all... even somebody asked me 'why lately your so emotional, joanna?' i have no idea... haihz... im boring you with tis post... so now i'll go and dwell in my thoughts...

xoxo
joanna

for the record, i failed ed board so stop askin me whether i failed or passed...

P.s try and figure out what the title means... =p

a chicken rice-y post

you know what? Ipoh Chicken Rice is like soooo expensive... hmm... i think a lot of people already know that... but me, being the one who doesn't want to spend lunch on her own, loves to ask people what to eat for lunch before the final bell rings, and the choice is always Kanna or Chicken rice?... haha... it's so lifeless... lol... and since i'm kinda sick of Indian food and have heard really bad rumours about them from a few people(ask me if you wanna know =p)... always say chicken rice nowadays... haha... so i'll be arguing with my friends in the end... Ipoh or Satellite?... and i think i'm too big of a sucker cause i always end up sitting in the air-conditioned area of Ipoh Chicken Rice.. haha... but the helpings are quite small and damn expensive you know... its like, a little bit of chicken and rice... which isn't filling enough for a chubby person like me so i normally end up complaining about how i'm still hungry to innocent bystanders like Louise today... haha... i think i complain too much?... haha... but back to the point. Ipoh Chicken Rice is expensive... (delicious)... full of chemicals that are bad for erm... parts of the body?... unecesarry when we can buy a plate of chicken rice somewhere else cheaper with more chicken... i mean whats the point of calling it chicken rice if you're gonna give so much more rice than chicken? hmm... and i wasted RM3.50 on that plate of chicken rice... and you know what the funny thing at the end of the day was?... i forgot that i told my mum i was eating lunch at home... and ironically when i went home... what did i find for lunch... NGA POH CHICKEN RICE...

P.S i have just wasted 5 minutes of your time while you read this post... =p...


xoxo
joanna