random-ness

well, i've been thinking. life is so unfair!
lol, guess a lot of people will say, i could have told you that much earlier.
but, i don't know, i've never really thought much about it before.
Kong and Jie-En would be shaking their heads at me now because they claim i think too much =)
i mean, things and people are taken out of our lives so easily, we have absolutely no control over it even though we are claimed to be the elite of living things on earth.
and to think, in one snap of my fingers, something happens.
snap!
snap!
snap!
(not that i can actually snap my fingers though, lol)
you see in those three snaps, i typed something. haha. it's to prove my theory la ok.
so if its like that, let's say one human being in the world dies every second, every snap.
snap! somebody died
snap! somebody died
and on and on and on. the way i look at it, god can take away our lives just as easily as he gave them to us.
what's the point of living then?
shouldn't we be enjoying our lives, doing what we like to do best, instead of all that bullshit about people making decisions for you, "it's for your own good".
righttt, if life is that short, why should we be stuck doing things that we hate.
people say, enjoy life while it lasts.
so why is there so much bloody competition around?
i've got to say, i love chs, the school, the atmosphere and all.
but why does it deliver such a blow to our self-esteem when we are told to be not good enough for this and that. or cause some people are favourites cause they look better or they're richer.
which suckssss.
i mean, come on. it's only SCHOOL. why do we have to be 'fighting' to do things.
it's just plain dumb, i tell you.
i've gone through that dark hole of depression when somebody told me my english level wasn't high enough for a society in school. it's school!, shouldn't we be enjoying school
what has happened to the world if we can't even enjoy our school life anymore
we;re still considered kids according to law
imagine this, you're grown up, sucessful and have tons of grandchildren who want to hear about your childhood. what are you going to tell them?
ohhh, my childhood was very monotonous, everyday go to school, eat, tuition, eat, tuition then sleep. WTF?
aiya, i don't know what i'm crapping la. i'm just sick of the world always bringing you down...

xoxo
joanna