gnirob...

i feel bored and depressed today... i have no idea why... i just came back from PD a few hours ago... this is the interesting stuff that happened...

-played basketball and got 3 blisters at the end of it
-played 'chor dai di' and won once
-my bro's frens couldn't stop singing horribly but very funnily... hehe... especially beautiful girls
-watched 300 halfway then fell asleep
-watched as my bro's frens tried to get the attention of some other girls on camp
-gap zhai =p
-paintball... whheeeee
-go kart... i suck at driving la... haha
-homeeeeeeeeeee

haha... tis' was a lot of fun... haha... welll then we had to make our way back home... bluek... i kept sms-ing ppl this whole trip and now i have no more credit... haha... great huh?
anyway... back to the bored and depressed part...

i feel like nobody cares about me even though i have such great friends when i need them...

i feel like i'm being left behind while everybody is moving forward...

i feel like i'm gonna breakdown one day and just cry and cry and cry..

i feel like my world is crashing down around me...

i feel like eveyrbody is moving on while i'm left behind to pick up their pieces...

i feel like i can't talk when i want to but talk when i dun want to...

i feel trapped in this world of only a circle...

i feel like eveyrbody only wants to look for the bad in me and not the good anymore...

i feel like my world is ending and yet nobody has noticed...

i like to think a lot on my own now... it sounds sad and boring.. but i can't help it... sometimes on the way up the long road that seperates me from my mums car, i suddenly slow down and start thinking... WHAT IF? what if this happened? what if that didn't happen? what if i lose a friend? what if i die the next day and the guy i like doesn't even know that i liked him? what if i die and my friends are left with sadness? what if the world ends? what if my parents suddenly get sick? what if my dad loses his job..... it's just too many what if's.... i feel like i can't control it anymore... i cry more often than i used to... suddenly i'll just start crying for no reason at all... even somebody asked me 'why lately your so emotional, joanna?' i have no idea... haihz... im boring you with tis post... so now i'll go and dwell in my thoughts...

xoxo
joanna

for the record, i failed ed board so stop askin me whether i failed or passed...

P.s try and figure out what the title means... =p

a chicken rice-y post

you know what? Ipoh Chicken Rice is like soooo expensive... hmm... i think a lot of people already know that... but me, being the one who doesn't want to spend lunch on her own, loves to ask people what to eat for lunch before the final bell rings, and the choice is always Kanna or Chicken rice?... haha... it's so lifeless... lol... and since i'm kinda sick of Indian food and have heard really bad rumours about them from a few people(ask me if you wanna know =p)... always say chicken rice nowadays... haha... so i'll be arguing with my friends in the end... Ipoh or Satellite?... and i think i'm too big of a sucker cause i always end up sitting in the air-conditioned area of Ipoh Chicken Rice.. haha... but the helpings are quite small and damn expensive you know... its like, a little bit of chicken and rice... which isn't filling enough for a chubby person like me so i normally end up complaining about how i'm still hungry to innocent bystanders like Louise today... haha... i think i complain too much?... haha... but back to the point. Ipoh Chicken Rice is expensive... (delicious)... full of chemicals that are bad for erm... parts of the body?... unecesarry when we can buy a plate of chicken rice somewhere else cheaper with more chicken... i mean whats the point of calling it chicken rice if you're gonna give so much more rice than chicken? hmm... and i wasted RM3.50 on that plate of chicken rice... and you know what the funny thing at the end of the day was?... i forgot that i told my mum i was eating lunch at home... and ironically when i went home... what did i find for lunch... NGA POH CHICKEN RICE...

P.S i have just wasted 5 minutes of your time while you read this post... =p...


xoxo
joanna

picturesss

me and mum
me and gradma

me and dad

she's looking at uuu...

rambutanns

have a break... ahha

my mum couldn't decide which cake...

snail's and ducky's artwork...

henna

xoxo

joanna

Smile. your on candid caameeraaaaa...

today nothing really interesting happened... except the moment when they 'kai bao' Khoo... haha... damn swt la... and the gf smiling like shit there somemore... lol...
anyway

happy early birthday khoo!!...

haha... im not gonna give u a pressie so thats all you'll get...
other than that, the debate was today... i was reserve cause every sentence that comes out of my mouth is punctusted by my coughing... but we won!! ... wakaka... briana and louise and khoo are the best... lol... evern though it was their first time but they were totally good... and another happy thing is all the semi teams are form threes... haha... not bad... lol... our next topic is like... khoo's fav thing... haha... if you wanna noe what it is... ask either one of us lo... lol...
moving on, i had an afternoon nap... now feel damn hyper... haha... first thing i did was take out my hp and start sending random messages to people... lol... and i'm sad to say out of the ten messages i only got back two replies... dissapointed la... but whatever la... didn't expect much... hmmm... what else..
nothing i think... i watched james bond just now... was supposed to study but my lampu all of a sudden kaput la... so what to do... sit in the living room also can't help it but watch what my dad is watching right... haha..
i don't know what to write d... lately lazy to change the colour of my fonts and stuff... haha...

xoxo
joanna

1,2.3!!

i reached 123 posts d... wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
haha... i'm hyper cause i had my medicine... which is like lemsip... if you don't know what it is... it's lemon+panadol.. haha... and my mum gave me the adult version.. so i'm really hyper right now... haha
hmm... i need to start studying... lol... 2 1/2 more weeks to trial leh... howwww?... lol
i'm starting to get really paranoid nowadays... about certain stuff... don't ask me... haha
and i'm still sick after 3 weeks... lol... don't ask me why...

ok... that's the update... haha

xoxo
joanna