haha... i haven't updated for damn long d (according to my standards la)
well, these are the highlights of the things that have happened lately...
my birthday passed, i love and thanks everybody!!! haha. i got like tons of presents and am really grateful. i'll post pics of them later la... haha too lazy now le.
family day was last sunday. it was fun. haha. started off giving weidly shaped balloons to lil' kids. and then debbie and louise found me so we went around. all three of us did the henna thingy. haha. i hope it'll last for a longer time. haha. i ate like damn lot of food le. =.=. i bought some stuff too. haha. hmmm, thats about it i think.
i stayed overnight at church from friday to saturday le. like until 4 am in the morning. haha. pretty cool. damn lotta people came to gove testimonies and stuff. i saw pointblanc and the nikki girl from malaysian idol!!!! so totally cool. haha. they're catholics by the way thats why they came to give testimonies le. and then since the world youth day is being held in sydney this yr, the organisers decided to teac us some australian slang. haha. so now my bro is going around trying to immintate an australian. haha.
the whole week was pretty boring actually. damn lotta relief le. so can sleep/study. haha. butsince i cant sleep in class for some strange reason, i ended uo studyin form 1 science. haha. a bit pathetic right, but whatever.
PMR is in like 76 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sshhhhhheeeetttttttt...
xoxo
joanna
2007-07-16
2007-07-06
muscles...
btw... i was talking with a few people who have the same opinion about this...
guys with reli reli reli huge muscles are ugly! lol... one example is how arnold used to be... as in the guy form terminator... haha
xoxo
joanna
guys with reli reli reli huge muscles are ugly! lol... one example is how arnold used to be... as in the guy form terminator... haha
xoxo
joanna
embarassed...
haihz... i don't know why i've been feeling so emo lately... well... except for today la... today i was so hyper i did things which i regret later (refer to the title)... my results sucked by the way... i passed all my subs la... but there are so many bad marks that i really regret not studying over... haihz... PMR is like in 3 more months and i cant believe im still blogging away, onlining till late at night and having afternoon naps... its not that im not worried... of course i am... its just that i've lost the will power and concentration to sit down and stare aimlessly at the revision books... everytime i open one, i end up thinking and thinking... so i've kinda given up...
come to think of it, i've given up on almost everything in life... lol... im thinking again... haha...
i've given up on some of my friends...
i've given up on all my ambitions...
i've given up on love...
i've even given up on myself...
maybe thats why i love to read romance novels... cause everything turns out right in the end... there is never a story book that doesn end happily... come to think of it... everything always goes right in the end... even if one of the characters die, somebody else will go in turn to replace that character... and at the end ' and they all lived happily ever after'... its getting kinda depressin to read story books like that actually... everything always turns out right for them in the end... hmmm... i think im going mad... im actually comparing myself to fictional characters... haha...
well, for those who don't know what i've been talking about from the top... basically i feel damn emo and lonely le... its not that i don have people beside me to help me through life... i have tons of them... its just that well... theres always the time when ur sitting alone in class and wondering what happened to all my friends... or the time when your walking out alone after school wondering where everybody is... its not only that... evrybody has people by their side bad mouthing them... we just don't know it or we are vaguely aware of it... yet we can't do anything... we can only watch them as they do what they are best at doing... back stabbing people... haihz... why can't we just have the power to read each others minds and know what they are thinking instead of going through the process of hurt and tears...
haihz.... this post so emo la... =.=...
on to happier notes... i think im gonna watch transformers la... yeah!... lol... im waitin for harry potter though... my birthday is coming up to... and people pls... stop asking me what i want... haha... cause i seriously do not know le... haha...
P/S... i can't believe that im staying up every night just to wait for that guy to come online... lol... i feel like a stalker... haha... (im not revealing the identity of the guy... its for me and my close friends to know and for the rest of you to find out)... lmao!!!
xoxo
JoAnNa..
im starting to feel hyper again... haha... so random...
come to think of it, i've given up on almost everything in life... lol... im thinking again... haha...
i've given up on some of my friends...
i've given up on all my ambitions...
i've given up on love...
i've even given up on myself...
maybe thats why i love to read romance novels... cause everything turns out right in the end... there is never a story book that doesn end happily... come to think of it... everything always goes right in the end... even if one of the characters die, somebody else will go in turn to replace that character... and at the end ' and they all lived happily ever after'... its getting kinda depressin to read story books like that actually... everything always turns out right for them in the end... hmmm... i think im going mad... im actually comparing myself to fictional characters... haha...
well, for those who don't know what i've been talking about from the top... basically i feel damn emo and lonely le... its not that i don have people beside me to help me through life... i have tons of them... its just that well... theres always the time when ur sitting alone in class and wondering what happened to all my friends... or the time when your walking out alone after school wondering where everybody is... its not only that... evrybody has people by their side bad mouthing them... we just don't know it or we are vaguely aware of it... yet we can't do anything... we can only watch them as they do what they are best at doing... back stabbing people... haihz... why can't we just have the power to read each others minds and know what they are thinking instead of going through the process of hurt and tears...
haihz.... this post so emo la... =.=...
on to happier notes... i think im gonna watch transformers la... yeah!... lol... im waitin for harry potter though... my birthday is coming up to... and people pls... stop asking me what i want... haha... cause i seriously do not know le... haha...
P/S... i can't believe that im staying up every night just to wait for that guy to come online... lol... i feel like a stalker... haha... (im not revealing the identity of the guy... its for me and my close friends to know and for the rest of you to find out)... lmao!!!
xoxo
JoAnNa..
im starting to feel hyper again... haha... so random...
2007-07-05
augustana - boston
In the light of the sun,
Is there anyone?
Oh it has begun.
Oh dear, you look so lost,
eyes are red
and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed.
You said,
You don't know me,
And you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said,
You don't know me,
And you don't wear my chains, oh yeah.
yeah.
Essential yet appealed,
Carry all your thoughts
Across an open field,
When flowers gaze at you,
They're not the only ones
Who cry when they see you
You said,
You don't know me,
And you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said,
You don't know me,
And you don't wear my chains, oh yeah.
She said I think I'll go to Boston.
I think I'll start a new life.
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name.
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly 'em out to Spain.
I think I'll go to Boston.
I think that I'm just tired.
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind.
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of Sunset,
I hear it's nice in the summer, some snow would be nice, oh yeah.
You don't know me,
And you don't even care, oh yeah,
Boston, where no one knows my name
where no one knows my name
where no one knows my name
Boston, where no one knows my name.
this is my new favourite song... lol... it's quite nice le... haha
<3
joanna
Is there anyone?
Oh it has begun.
Oh dear, you look so lost,
eyes are red
and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed.
You said,
You don't know me,
And you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said,
You don't know me,
And you don't wear my chains, oh yeah.
yeah.
Essential yet appealed,
Carry all your thoughts
Across an open field,
When flowers gaze at you,
They're not the only ones
Who cry when they see you
You said,
You don't know me,
And you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said,
You don't know me,
And you don't wear my chains, oh yeah.
She said I think I'll go to Boston.
I think I'll start a new life.
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name.
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly 'em out to Spain.
I think I'll go to Boston.
I think that I'm just tired.
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind.
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of Sunset,
I hear it's nice in the summer, some snow would be nice, oh yeah.
You don't know me,
And you don't even care, oh yeah,
Boston, where no one knows my name
where no one knows my name
where no one knows my name
Boston, where no one knows my name.
this is my new favourite song... lol... it's quite nice le... haha
<3
joanna
2007-07-03
2007-06-15
picturess...
those are some random pics that i took when mark, megan and michael were here...
<3
joanna
cheating...
i hate cheating... is it really necessary... i mean... a person won't die if they don't cheat right.. but apparently in my class, they will, or so they think...
at least 75% of the people in my class cheat... what exactly is that showing... it shows that the world has gone to the dogs... if you don't understand what i mean, look it up... or maybe it's just my class that is like that? hmmm... i'm not insulting te class or anything... but i'm really pissed... so are a lot of people i might think... and not only from my class... what's the point of studying hard if a person can just cheat the way they do in my class... all you have to do is find a person willing enoguh to let you copy their answers and then yous all set.. you don't even need to worry about getting caught... cause the teachers are so blur in our school... im not saying im totally innocent and never cheated before in my whole entire life... believe me, i have... but i've stopped... it's a bad habit... i rather study hard or somethings not study hard and get the satisfaction and good feeling after you get high marks... and if you do get low marks... just work harder... whats so hard about that?... it doesn't kill... and cheating doesn't include the person who copies the answers, it also includes the person who gives the answers.. what is the person who copies the answers of the the person who gives the answers going the do later on in life? in a girls case, marry a rich man and live happily ever after?.. in a guys case, be a scam artist or a buisnessman and live happily ever after... whats the point?... your just living a life that is only going to be fulfilling when your alive... i believe that a person who works hard and studies hard gets to have that satisfaction in life... the feeling of being sucessful without cheating, without lying, without scamming... what could be more satisfying than that?... playing games, eating your favourite food until your sick of it, having fun all the time with spending money wastefully?... that is only temporary satisfaction or enjoyment... in my opinion la...
haihz... im crapping so much... but just think about it la... don't cheat for your own sake... it's not worth it when you get caught or have nobody to rely on to help you out of the ditch... it isn't fair to those who study and work hard... and it's not a game... somebody told me today, 'waa, today that game very nice to lay ah, the teacher so blur, after marking the paper then fell asleep, and then we had fun'. of course you now what she was referring to right.. don't act dumb... i didn't realise that cheating had become a game?... theres a friend in my class that i told about my frustration about this... and she was like 'your the only person not doing this'... of course it isn't true la... theres still so many people there who don't do it... but still... i feel disgusted... i thought our class was better than that..
<3
joanna
P/S... im just saying what i want to... don't like it then don't read lo... not my problem... from now on... i'm gonna say what i wanna say in my blog instead of covering up...
at least 75% of the people in my class cheat... what exactly is that showing... it shows that the world has gone to the dogs... if you don't understand what i mean, look it up... or maybe it's just my class that is like that? hmmm... i'm not insulting te class or anything... but i'm really pissed... so are a lot of people i might think... and not only from my class... what's the point of studying hard if a person can just cheat the way they do in my class... all you have to do is find a person willing enoguh to let you copy their answers and then yous all set.. you don't even need to worry about getting caught... cause the teachers are so blur in our school... im not saying im totally innocent and never cheated before in my whole entire life... believe me, i have... but i've stopped... it's a bad habit... i rather study hard or somethings not study hard and get the satisfaction and good feeling after you get high marks... and if you do get low marks... just work harder... whats so hard about that?... it doesn't kill... and cheating doesn't include the person who copies the answers, it also includes the person who gives the answers.. what is the person who copies the answers of the the person who gives the answers going the do later on in life? in a girls case, marry a rich man and live happily ever after?.. in a guys case, be a scam artist or a buisnessman and live happily ever after... whats the point?... your just living a life that is only going to be fulfilling when your alive... i believe that a person who works hard and studies hard gets to have that satisfaction in life... the feeling of being sucessful without cheating, without lying, without scamming... what could be more satisfying than that?... playing games, eating your favourite food until your sick of it, having fun all the time with spending money wastefully?... that is only temporary satisfaction or enjoyment... in my opinion la...
haihz... im crapping so much... but just think about it la... don't cheat for your own sake... it's not worth it when you get caught or have nobody to rely on to help you out of the ditch... it isn't fair to those who study and work hard... and it's not a game... somebody told me today, 'waa, today that game very nice to lay ah, the teacher so blur, after marking the paper then fell asleep, and then we had fun'. of course you now what she was referring to right.. don't act dumb... i didn't realise that cheating had become a game?... theres a friend in my class that i told about my frustration about this... and she was like 'your the only person not doing this'... of course it isn't true la... theres still so many people there who don't do it... but still... i feel disgusted... i thought our class was better than that..
<3
joanna
P/S... im just saying what i want to... don't like it then don't read lo... not my problem... from now on... i'm gonna say what i wanna say in my blog instead of covering up...
2007-06-13
depressed...
haihz... i think im gonna fail my geography le.. i like was so confident it wasn't gonna be that bad but i forgot that Hardev was doing the paper... anyway... i don't wanna talk about it...
i thought about this question before a lot of times... it still is bugging me though...
why do we have to live in this world and work hard and be good?
the thing is... i thought... if everybody is going to heaven if they just repent... then at the last minute somebody who repents will straightaway go to heaven? it doesn't realy make sense to me... it seems very unfair... and the other thing is... if everybody are either going to heaven or hell... why do we need to work hard on this world.. why do we need to always do whats right... why do we need to live if in the end everything that we did here won't matter in heaven or hell... cause its not like the dudes in heaven and hell keep cupboards full of records of what we did... i mean if we go to heaven or hell... won't it matter more what we did there than what we did here on this world...
sheesh... maybe im thinking too much or something... but it is something to think about... haihz.. i should get back to m studies le... byeeeeeeeeee
<3
joanna
i thought about this question before a lot of times... it still is bugging me though...
why do we have to live in this world and work hard and be good?
the thing is... i thought... if everybody is going to heaven if they just repent... then at the last minute somebody who repents will straightaway go to heaven? it doesn't realy make sense to me... it seems very unfair... and the other thing is... if everybody are either going to heaven or hell... why do we need to work hard on this world.. why do we need to always do whats right... why do we need to live if in the end everything that we did here won't matter in heaven or hell... cause its not like the dudes in heaven and hell keep cupboards full of records of what we did... i mean if we go to heaven or hell... won't it matter more what we did there than what we did here on this world...
sheesh... maybe im thinking too much or something... but it is something to think about... haihz.. i should get back to m studies le... byeeeeeeeeee
<3
joanna
2007-06-09
5 things...
5 things found in your bag
*textbooks*
*pink pencil box*
*planner*
*bits of torn pieces of paper*
*storybooks*
5 things found in your wallet
*various pictures*
*name cards and membership cards*
*cash $$ *
*hearts*
*gerkoh card*
5 favourite things in your room
*radio*
*bed*
*bedside table*
*all my cupboards*
*Patrick!!!*
5 things you've always wanted to do
*lose weight*
*travel around the world*
*write in my diary every day*
*be able to shop till i drop*
*publish my own novel*
5 things your currently into
*shopping*
*bullying Debbie =) *
*sleeping until realy late in the morning*
*watching sappy movies... lol*
*tennis!*
5 people you'll tag
*SueAnn*
*MeiYih*
*Annice*
*James*
*Jane*
lol... just for the fun of it... chaoooozzzzzzzzz
<3
joanna
2007-06-03
random post...
life's been great... but i somehow managed to have free time to think up this lame post... haha... don't mind me... oh yeah... i've also reached my 112 post... haha... so my last post was my 111 post.. lol
my alphabets of things i want in a guy.... (i know this is lame... haha)
a for abs
b for being there when i need it
c for care
d for daring
e for emotions
f for forgiveness
g for giving and sharing
h for humour
i for intelligence
j for jock
k for keeping me safe
l for language ( as in know a lot of languages)
m for mediocre looks (xD)
n for news conscious
o for opinions
p for personality
q for 'qute' and cuddly... lol
r for rich!!! (haha... kidddiiin)
s for sensitivity
t for thoughtful -ness
u for ultimately can get along with my family
v for vanity (as in always looking neat la)
w for waits for me when i go shopping
x for Xtraordinary (word provided from MeiYih...lol)
y for yeng-ness (haha)
z for Zip it (knows when to keep quiet)
hha... i know its very wu liao... but i was sorta bored... haha... its not reli what i expect in a guy la... i mean a guy cant be that perfect righttt... haha
so thats what i managed to come up with when i had the free time..but during the not so free times... this is what happened in my first week of the hols... haha
monday
*went to teach lil' kids arts and crafts
*pn.bibi tuition
tuesday
*went to teach lil' kids arts and crafts
*mary chan tution
wednesday
*went to teach lil'kids arts and crafts
*went to MPPJ
*PASAR MALAM!!!
thursday
*went to teach lil' kids arts and crafts
*mary chan tuition
friday
*teach lil' kids arts and crafts
*got paid for it (xD)
*cousins from singapore came
*badminton
*A&W at night!!
saturday
*breakfast
*went to Digital Mall (haha... first time i went in)
*bro's confirmation
*dinner at Kam Kee
sunday
*breakfast
*went to amcorp
*played the balloon thingy
*hawker food for dinner
those are the highlights la... i'll post the pics later... haha... too lazy to load the pics now... lol...oh and i got paid quite a lot for teaching the lil' kids... be jealous... haha... kiddin...
P/S good luck in everybodys' exams oh!!!
<3
joanna
my alphabets of things i want in a guy.... (i know this is lame... haha)
a for abs
b for being there when i need it
c for care
d for daring
e for emotions
f for forgiveness
g for giving and sharing
h for humour
i for intelligence
j for jock
k for keeping me safe
l for language ( as in know a lot of languages)
m for mediocre looks (xD)
n for news conscious
o for opinions
p for personality
q for 'qute' and cuddly... lol
r for rich!!! (haha... kidddiiin)
s for sensitivity
t for thoughtful -ness
u for ultimately can get along with my family
v for vanity (as in always looking neat la)
w for waits for me when i go shopping
x for Xtraordinary (word provided from MeiYih...lol)
y for yeng-ness (haha)
z for Zip it (knows when to keep quiet)
hha... i know its very wu liao... but i was sorta bored... haha... its not reli what i expect in a guy la... i mean a guy cant be that perfect righttt... haha
so thats what i managed to come up with when i had the free time..but during the not so free times... this is what happened in my first week of the hols... haha
monday
*went to teach lil' kids arts and crafts
*pn.bibi tuition
tuesday
*went to teach lil' kids arts and crafts
*mary chan tution
wednesday
*went to teach lil'kids arts and crafts
*went to MPPJ
*PASAR MALAM!!!
thursday
*went to teach lil' kids arts and crafts
*mary chan tuition
friday
*teach lil' kids arts and crafts
*got paid for it (xD)
*cousins from singapore came
*badminton
*A&W at night!!
saturday
*breakfast
*went to Digital Mall (haha... first time i went in)
*bro's confirmation
*dinner at Kam Kee
sunday
*breakfast
*went to amcorp
*played the balloon thingy
*hawker food for dinner
those are the highlights la... i'll post the pics later... haha... too lazy to load the pics now... lol...oh and i got paid quite a lot for teaching the lil' kids... be jealous... haha... kiddin...
P/S good luck in everybodys' exams oh!!!
<3
joanna
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