depressed...

haihz... i think im gonna fail my geography le.. i like was so confident it wasn't gonna be that bad but i forgot that Hardev was doing the paper... anyway... i don't wanna talk about it...
i thought about this question before a lot of times... it still is bugging me though...
why do we have to live in this world and work hard and be good?
the thing is... i thought... if everybody is going to heaven if they just repent... then at the last minute somebody who repents will straightaway go to heaven? it doesn't realy make sense to me... it seems very unfair... and the other thing is... if everybody are either going to heaven or hell... why do we need to work hard on this world.. why do we need to always do whats right... why do we need to live if in the end everything that we did here won't matter in heaven or hell... cause its not like the dudes in heaven and hell keep cupboards full of records of what we did... i mean if we go to heaven or hell... won't it matter more what we did there than what we did here on this world...

sheesh... maybe im thinking too much or something... but it is something to think about... haihz.. i should get back to m studies le... byeeeeeeeeee


<3
joanna