nervous

don't read if you don't like, i will not be held responsible for whatever i say here
i'm damn nervous bout tomorrow's exam la... haihz. but i got nobody to talk to right now.
~dan balik kampung...

i'm quite pissed also lo. yes pissed. i hate that i'm from a diff school so we move in diff circles. still that doesn't mean i shudn't be included. i'm so sick of this. always the last one to know, but the first to find out. i guess i should be used to this isn't it. it's happened countless times. endless whisperings in front of me with your other friends cause you don't want to tell me something. i'm so sick of it. i'm tellin you this now, i'm not giving u a b'day pressie this yr. i don't care. =). you don't even read my blog nyways, so i cant be fcuking bothered right now. i'm like the person you turn to when your other friends are occupied, being used by you. i guess i should be used to it now huh, since everybody uses me. what is you fcuking problem?!?!. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.
you didn't even bother bout my b'day, so why should i be bothered bout yours huh, give me a good reason.
the above post could be about anybody, so don't be so fcuking perasanted.

xoxo
joanna

P.S. this is my love letter to you. =)

P.P.S. i fcuking hate those people who get bf's and then totally ignore you cause they think they're the in crowd. i seriously cant be bothered bout those kinda people anymore. life is more precious than that. i'm so sick of this stupid life. so anybody who reads this post and doesn like it, not my problem. you are the one who read it right. i didn't force you to read it also.