long awaited update

sooo long haven't post here already. my laptop spoilt d ma. sorry. lol.
anyway
i've been feeling really down lately. i'm smiling all the time to cover the sadness.
don't know la, just a few things building up causing me to be like this. and it's hard to explain. haihz. anyway, i shall not depress you further.

recently(today la haha), jie en and i have decided to do a tag k. haha. we had to think of things to do during the oh so boring physics classes(i'm gonna fail physics =.=)

here's the tag =)

what kind of things do you want in a guy/girl ? be honest k, nobody's gonna judge you for it

haha. ill do it if you do it k, =)

so i'm tagging
-jie en
-briana
-kong
-mei yih
-sue ann
-mei
-whoever who wants to do it la. kkkk

bluek. i'm stuck on the word suck. shittt
my legs two toned from all the marching d. so sad la.

xoxo
joanna

kong lai yee

you must be wondering why i'm suddenly posting bout kong. haha. cause today in school, she kept singing!!!. non stop you know. somemore today like 6 periods relief? wanna sleep also cannot cause where i'm sitting so hot. so ended playing paper games with yung hsin and eddy. haha. it was so funny. lol. yung hsin damn cute la. hahaha. anyway, back to kong. she ah, got cold and soar throat still wanna keep singing you know. i thought she better d so i didn say nything bout her singing. then after school she was like, actually i still have soar throat and it hurts when i talk. i know right, like wtf???. somemore she sick so it sounds really really very irritating when she's singing, hehe, sorry kong. =). anyway, you wanna see her artwork? ahahaha. she didn't bring her book so she decided to draw in mine. somemore draw so hard until i want to rub off also still got pencil lines. o.o

*drumroll*
alien coming to attack you!!!! (kong)

superman alien!!!(kong)

haha. random. i added the clouds at the bottom of superman alien!!!. haha

P/s kong, post d la, happy mou? hahaha

xoxo

joanna

heroes

claire and new guy

new guy

i love the new season of heroes la. somemore the new guy is cute. hahaha. seriously, go watch. =)

xoxo

joanna

raindrops are falling on my head.

i started my b'day list!. haha. still got 3 more months only ma. *winks*. so you better look through my list and get me something for my b'day. lolll!!!. hahaha.

nyways. we painted the statue thingy today. yes, we lifeless people painted the statue thingy that you always see when your going up the stairs at a block u noe? its now grey. haha. what to do, too lifeless la. lol. yyy and teong so nice help me move the thing to the netball court. haha.

im beginning to really hate tuition la. so boring, can fall asleep. aihz. but i promised my self im gonna study. so well, ill study tomorrow. haha. tomorrow my whole saturday free to study, gotta get myself psyched up about it somehow right. lol.

i feel like im talking crap. lollll. got nothing to say d la. bye bye. =)

moody moody moody

im backkkk
i feel so god damn moody right now. dont know why also, haihz. im going crazy. keep getting these major migraines and then just now add math tuition. can u imagine havin this reli painful migraine and trying to do add math?seriously it suckss.
my results sucked. don't need to know any more than that. but i have to really work hard for the next exam. u do realise its in about 1and 1/2 months away. bluek
sports day coming. should i go for marching?but i sure get bullied. somemore hope the costume isn ugly lehhh. 0.0
deno what to write d. bo inspiration.

xoxo
joanna

electronic malfunctions.

dumnuts!!!. lol. i just felt like saying that. haha.
nyways,ada konflik antara cd drive dan laptop saya. lol. so i sent it in to hp, now i'm using my bro's laptop. so i probably won't blog for a week. lol.
hmmm, nth interesting has been happening as far as i know. oh yeah, today's good friday, so i'm doing the whole bread and water fasting thing. lol. easter's on sunday, it only means one thing
E-A-S-T-E-R B-U-N-N-I-E-S!!! AND WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?
C-H-O-C-O-L-A-T-E!!1
HAHAHA
lolllll. im bored la, what to do. today holiday somemore need to have acc exam. aihz, so potong semangat. haha. oh yeah, my oral and lisan is next week. lol. oral actually started last wednesday, but i didn get called. then we got the free star newspaper, so i was nicely reading it while kong was beside me talking bout her penguins. o.o. lol.
don't know what to talk bout d. lol. so chaoz for now. =)

xoxo
joanna

bad day

i'm having a really bad day and like there's almost no one i can talk to.
i'm faking through it by acting tired but all i really want to do is cry. haihz
whatever la. i'll get over it. o.o


xoxo
joanna

movie marathon

had my sorta movie marathon with hantu and kenn joined in on the 13th. haha. it was fun. lol.
9:50am.
woke up. looked at the clock. oh shit, late d. quickly got ready then was waiting for hantu to come pick me up. how was i to know she was only gonna pick me up at 10:30? lol.
11:00am
got there. so empty. o.o. haha. dropped hantu's bro off then went to buy tickets. at the counter there right
me sales guy a

hi, can i get 2 tickets for step up 2 pls. (then hantu had the bright idea to show student card so can get cheaper. )

ok. anything else?

yeah, can i get 3 tickets for ah long pte ltd please.

sorry, its 18 and above.

=.=

so you know me won't give up that easily right. haha. i went back in line then kept dodging that sales guy then went to another counter. haha.

11:30am
sushi!!!! lol.
12:00pm.
step up 2. damn freakin nice. go watch. seriously. =).
1:30pm.
movie finish. went to jusco to get some stuff. then went to look for kenn
2:00pm
ah long pte ltd. go watch go watch go watch. =)
4:00pm
movie finish. went to get lala's b'day pressie. =) then hung around. saw loads of chs-ians. then donuts!!!! hahaha.
6:00pm
went back to my house to wait for tuition. lol

so thats bout my day. haha. it was fun. =)

xoxo
joanna

P.S. no pics cause my camera died on me. haha

hols.

my hols. well, it's been a little on the boring side. but i've managed to occupy my time. haven't done much shopping though. o.o. i finished watching the whole season 3 of grey's anatomy. haha. damn niceeee. finish watching season 2 heroes too, my bro dl for me. be jealous. haha. the other day i was so bored started going round the garden taking pics. well, i gotta occupy my time, right? haha. the top pics are the result. i so want a dslr right now. =.=

my cousins are in town. so everyday its watcha wanna eat and they choose and they're developed a liking for chendol and ice kacang. haha. well, whatever they get i get right. haha. but i don't know how much i've put on. so sad.

i was too lazy to make pancakes. so i made coconut candy. haha. erm, the bad side is i think i put too much sugar, the good side is my dad seems to like it loads. haha.


xoxo

joanna

the tol guy lost.

wakaka. the tol guy lost. haha. if you don't know who i'm talking about then you seriously need to start reading the papers.
why's everybody so bloody depressed. ughhh
everything's going so bloody wrong with me. well everything never was right to start with so i'm getting kind of used to big dissapointments right now. if i didn't i would be crying my eyes out every single day 24hrs all the time.
first off, briana canceled on me for tuesday, great, i was planning the stuff that i had to get d. hmph.
second, i feel so bloody friendless. i've got nobody to turn to when i want to talk now. if i feel sad i just force myself to forget it. and if i really cannot tahan then i'd blog bout it.
third, i feel ugly. you know it, i know it, everybody knows it. so whatever. hmph
fourth, i have to pay for all my clothes. i have to save now. make sure i have enough money if i want to go out. like wtf, now i saved all that money for nothing. ughhh

i can't think of anything else that im depressed bout at the moment. so i'll just save it for another post.

xoxo
joanna