part one

ok. i am super omg bored. and i am trying to avoid doing my assignments just yet. so i have decided to celebrate the people in my life! =). family not included. they noe i love them. =)

so i met briana in form 2. headed off to a rocky start. but things got better in form 4 and 5. and she is now my best friend! =). i may be at coll and u not, but u still know almost everything about me. the stuff you don’t know, you don’t need to know, it’s about my schoolwork. it will just bore you to death. =)

btw, i figured out what u did to change ur name in my phone. ==.

u’ll always have a space in my heart! so talk to me when you need to. and i’ll return the favour. loves

xoxo

joanna

upates =)

above is my perasan partner in crime. haha!

anyways, here is an update. to the readers i have left. i doubt i have any readers left though. haha!

so SAM is pretty busy, in a good way i guess? =). im kept busy instead of thinkin of bad things, for the most part. i have 6 assignments currently. and i kiasu kiasi la, i wanna be top, so im tryin to make my own notes. but i find i don;t have enough time even though i just laze around all day, oh yeah, i have one week break right now. i planned loads of stuff to do, like go jogging everyday. but it’s been raining. TT. i wanna finish the 6 assignments by this week. cross your fingers for me eh. =s

erms… and LEO.  haha. im gonna try to be more active la. =). but the busy schedule thing is killing me again. haihz. ><. but i’ll try real hard! =)

okays. other than that my life is drama drama drama. ==. haha.! ok not quite that bad. but yeah, there is drama. its stressing me out. i feel tired all the time. mayb im depressed. ==. okays. mayb im not. oops, im talking to myself. O.o

above pic is to show u the wonders of getting free krispy kreme! =)

omg, let me tell u bout driving wei. the contact is my fren gave one. i called him and bla bla bla. so yesterday was the undang talk. ok i got in the car. then fell asleep. suddenly omg why am i in hulu langat. ==. yes on the phone he told me yeah pj, section 8. ok so i tot i noe where .then suddenly shit, theres a section 8 in hulu langat. *bangs head*. so yeah, i basically stoned in an undang talk in hulu langat. ==. and i was bored. CAUSE ME FRENS NEVER ANSWER ME SMS. ==. ok im kidding, some ppl did. the others are losers. ok. im kidding, i dun blame u for not answering. haha!. oh, and the undang guy was like so lame wei!!!. ==. 

yeah. and i have decided to ignore the dramas and be happy with who i am. and love me for who i am. =). cause otherwise there’s no point in living is there? and i won’t care bout who likes me anymore. cause im gonna grow old with my 72dogs. like woo to the hoo!. =). anybody wanna join? haha!

starbucks is near. like woo to the hoo! =)… ooo j-card holders get 10% discount. =)

i love college. and i love my classmates. so yeah. i still love everybody who isn’t my classmate though. but sometimes i gotta wonder. do my frens who are not my classmates actually care bout me that much? i know some do. =). for the rest. i still care about you, but it would be nice to talk to you once in a while. even if it is to be lame together. =)

owhs. my spm results a. im happy with it. =). i hope people who didn’t get results as ok as mine would be happy for me too. =). im sorry u didn’t get the results you wanted, but put it behind you! and strive ahead! and work hard! and im always there to help you if you need the help! even if i’m not taking the subject i can still lame and make you feel a bit better! =). (this is for everybody btw. haha)from meiyih. <3 

i don’t know what else to say.

oh yeah, shout out to the following people

pui – HELLLOOOOO. i miss uuu. ><

dan dan – u will forever be the best friend. don’t worry. =). <3

seng – we’re depressed, woohoo! haha.

en – lmao. nth to say. haha!

meiyih – boo! haha. robert  =)

owh. i love u all pretty people. don’t judge a person by how they look, or how rich they are, judge a person by how much that person is willing to care for u. =)

xoxo

joanna

400th post. =)

hello people, so i know i haven't been updating for a while. i just didn't realise how long the while was until i saw the link tab in Jie-en's blog. anyway. =).

CHINESE NEW YR!!

what i love about chinese new year?

the food of course. =)

the family/company

the fireworks? hehe. =p, yes i noe its erm... not allowed. haha

and the angpaus. but i got no picture for those. =)

on another note, life is pretty much bla bla. =)

ok i gotta do work now, update soon la i think. =) don't miss me too much, if you do, msn me or sms me. =)

oh yeah, pictures courtesy of Joanna photography, too lazy to edit them, so they are all original, not photoshopped. hehe

and and, im doing well in my studies. im quite pleased with the results from my quizzes, but i will work harder to get better results. =)

xoxo

joanna

P/S if only u knew how i feel, when i see your name flash on my phone because of an sms or a call. =)

depression.

it seems i am depressed. lmao. cause my IS study for ESL is about antidepressants and depression, while i was doing research, i stumbled upon these few fun facts.

symptoms of depression
-Sadness or hopelessness
-Irritability, anger, or hostility
-Tearfulness or frequent crying
-Withdrawal from friends and family
-Loss of interest in activities
-Changes in eating and sleeping habits
-Restlessness and agitation
-Feelings of worthlessness and guilt
-Lack of enthusiasm and motivation
-Fatigue or lack of energy
-Difficulty concentrating
-Thoughts of death or suicide

see, i have everything cept the last fun fact. LMAO.

how to deal with depressed people.
- offer support
- be gentle but persistent
- listen without lecturing
- validate feelings.

so harh, must follow it lo when dealing with me. haha. =)

xoxo
joanna

sleep pulls my eyelids closed as i struggle to keep them open.

hi pretty people! =)

life has been so-so, feel pretty tired lately, for no apparent reason at all. ><

so studies wise, im doing ok i think. i understand what the teachers are talking about. but horror, they remember my name liao. >< . since i got christian name. haihz.

my classmates are pretty friendly, we are exploring the territory everyday in search of new beauty places to eat. =p

erm erm. the only irritating thing at the moment is my having to wake up early and deciding what to wear everyday. ><

i hate being in the middle of all this conflict. friendship is meant to last, through think and thin. of course patience is necessary… i hope all of this works out. cause i love all u guys. <3

im selling my books btw, bit by bit, cause i don’t have enough space for all of it. so please support me yea. i sell cheap cheap only lo. >< http://bookstosell.blogspot.com/

owh. im loaded with homework, and trying to fit in studying everyday is killing me. thats why i always look tired nowadays, if i dun look tired its cause im having a particularly good day and i feel hyper. haha. =)

xoxo

joanna

P/S i think i maybe over you. =)

Digi vs Hotlink

ok so i tech noob k. i cant even tell the difference between hotlink and maxis lo.

anyway i am currently facing a dilenma. i have 2 numbers now, one digi one and hotlink one. so it is kinda ma fan carrying 2 phones around. ==.

so i am opening this to vote. comment in my cbox. tell me which number i should keep. and i will keep the one that gets the most comments lo. sms-es and facebook posts also can. =)

i leave it open for bout 2 weeks ba? end of jan i gonna say bye bye to one number jor. =)

xoxo

joanna

P/S 014 is hotlink people. hotlink. haha

silence is NOT? golden

ok so i’ve been going to college for 2 days liao.

haha. the verdict? too early to tell lo. =) so i’m not gonna blog about college yet. hahaa sorry to disappoint u lo

i tell you bout the expensive text books though. how i miss my bro being one yr older doing the same course then i dun need buy books liao. haih.

so the verdict?

maths(book and calculator) – RM330

econs – RM30

english – dun need. need dictionary only. o.-

accounts – RM10. yes. hahaha!!!

psychology – haven bought yet. gonna buy new one i think. RM63 =s

yup yup. thats the money ive spent on books. =s

my lecturers a? later only talk bout them ba. not sure how i feel yet. haha. but i got hw liao. and i feel like sleepin. bleh. ==

im starting to get to know my classmates. i guess it really does help to make the first move lo. some of them super nice. some still a little bit shy.

already i can feel the bonds that i forged during high school with my high school friends weakening. cant be helped. but stay in touch i guess. bleh. some are still strong though. =).

oh if u were wondering what is with the title? my lecturer set it as one of the class rules. lmao.

xoxo

joanna

P/S i miss u. haih.

drew looks at me, i fake a smile so he won’t see..

you know your bored when

- you stare at your facebook home page waiting for people to update

- you get excited when people come online and talk to you on msn

- you start reading books that you have read before

- you become lame and talk about random things

- you become emo/depressed/ sensitive when people don put a heart next to your name in blog links

- you clean and clean and clean your room

- you become excited to go out and spend money you wouldn’t normally spend.

- you have a maggi party.

hehe

xoxo

joanna

P/S, kidding bout some of it though. haha.

san fuuu

being sick very san fu one ok. every few minutes blow nose nia.

and sleep sleep sleep like pig ny, how i wish i was still 15 which was the growth phase right, i sleep so much sure become as tall as eddy dy. ==

somemore cannot eat. feel like puking ny. TT. and i got no appetite. so sad ok. ==.

and i kenot go out. ==. my msn screenname wrote   “down with flu sry cant go out” xiang purposely comes and ask me go out. hmph. no friend you d. ==

ok so basically i cant do anything else cept rot at home since im sick. ==. got no energy to do nything else anyway. ==.

people ask me go out also kenot. sad sia. TT.

nyways, college gonna start soon, wanna go shopping anyone after im better? =p

xoxo

joanna

P/S sherlock holmes batu! =)

supposed to be at a friends house watching fireworks with the classmates. but the plan fell through, for me.

i don’t want to usher in 2010 like this.

pissed at the world.

pissed that i’m always taken for granted.

pissed that i’m not pretty or attractive enough.

pissed at everybody.

pissed that nobody cares, because honestly? nobody does.

happy frickin 2010.