projects...

haih... so depressing... its a saturday and i have to spend the whole day studying or doing my projects cause i have nothing else to do ... haih... >.<... but well... i should be happy i guess?... hehehz... that at last i have free time to rest and study... exams are starting next saturday... haih...>.<... i don't know what to write already... hehhez...so chaozz

-peace out-
<+anna banana+>

skool... exams...

exams comin in 9 days lerh... so depressin... pn. salmiah is like doin a countdown in every class she goes into... everytime she goes in... she writes down how many days left until exam lerh... 18 days until PMR... im countin for my bro... gonna remind him everyday!!!... wakaka... he's doing reli reli last minute studying... well... all we can do now is pray reli reli reli hard for him... dat he will pass!!... =p... i have so little hope in my bro... hehehz... no larh.... pray dat he will score in the subs dat he wans to... yeah... much better.. know what... im starting to talk to myself... hahahz... i know... its really weird... hahahz... see... i'm doing it again... =p... hmm... lately... i just feel really depressed lerh... maybe cause of the exams and all lerh... but i don't know lerh... bluek... and then we have to do all the projects and all... actually... i feel trapped... haih... i don't know why... i think i need a psych!!... >.<

-peace out-
<+anna banana+>

P.S. shit! its bananas... b-a-n-a-n-a-s!!... =o)

bluekness

the only reason im updating my blog is cause MY ask me to... hahhaz... no larh... kiddin larh... i've been meaning to udpate it anyway... hmm... in all my 14 years of living... i have just realised something... you can't trust everybody.... yeah... kinda late to realise it... hahhaz... im like so used to using my bro's acc that now when i use mine its like so weird... hahhaz... haih... 17 more days to final exam..!!... all the studying i've done has dissapeared from my mind... bluekness... don't know what to write d... so maybe i will update it tonight... chaozzz

peace out
<+anna banana+>

P.S. shit! its bananas... b-a-n-a-n-a-s!!

merdeka?

today merdeka lorh... but i have absolutely no enthusiasm for it... but whatever... this is how my day has been
mornin
went walk... damn tired... then went play ground curi some food from the ppl there cause they havin' party... hahhaz... den went home... went un. freddie house first... he gave me new key chain from somewhere he went... hehhez... i put it on my hp... now my hp got so much stuff di... and damn heavy oso... hahahz... den went home... played with trixie... then wait for mum to come back with food... then ate and watched three guys and a lady 1 & 2... so nice!!!... the girl so cute... hahhaz...
noon
watch tv... den on9 now lorh... nth much to say... hehe... im tryin to find the perfect skin for my bloggie... so far i see some... now i gotta figure out how to put it in my blog...wakaka...

peace out
~ anna banana ~

hate b'days...grrr

haih... the title sounds weird right... well... i kinda hate b'days now... cause when i look at other ppls blogs... i see how their family celebrated their b'days with them... and i look back at my 14th b'day... all i remember bout it was james was in the hospital and everybody was there while i was stuck home alone watchind reruns of shows... >.< ... im sounding very spoiled right now... but i mean... seriously... they didn't even give me a present to make up for it... all they did was say a stupid sorry and expect everything to be better... oh yeah... and they actually expected me to go and visit my bro on my b'day in the stinkin hospital... arghhh!!!...

truly misunderstood
anna banana

maybe not...

ive reconsidered... maybe i won'e delete this blog... but i won share as much... haha... juicy details only for close frens.... bluek....hmmm... nothing much has happened... except that my bro is gone for three days so i have the whole com to myself... yippeee.. erm... there r some really cute guys at his camp though... hahhaz... hm... this morning for the first time i washed a chicken... yay me... hahhaz... deno wat else to write ler... later..

peace out
anna banana

bye bye

i have decided to delete this blog as its reveals too much of me... =p... i can't take the risk of keeping this blog... so this will be my last post ever... maybe in the future i may get another blog... but for now...

bluek..
-anna banana-

bless the broken road - rascal flatts

i set out on a narrow way,
many years ago,
hoping i would find true love,
along the broken road,
but i got lost a time or two,
wipe my brow kept pushing through,
i couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you.

every long lost dream,
led me to where you are,
others who broke my heart,
they were like northern stars,
pointing me on my way,
into your loving arms,
this much i know is true,
that god blessed the broken road that led me straight to you.

(yes, it did)

i think about the years i spend,
just passing through,
i liked to have the time i lost
and give it back to you
but you just smiled and take my hand
you've been there, you understand
its all part of a grander plan that is coming through

every long lost dream
led me to where you are
others who broke my heart
they were like northern stars
pointing me on my way
into your loving arms
this much i know is true
that god blessed the broken road that led me straight to you

now im just rolling home
into my lovers arms
this much i know is true
that god blessed the broken road that led me straight to you.
that god blessed the broken road that led me straight to you.

bluek

to those who like to read my blog without my permission... buzz off... !!!... thats all...

bad day...

sigh... i hate my life!!!... it is just so unbelivable... the first time i heard it... i was laughin the whole time... but then i thought about the fact that she didn't even tell me about it when im supposed to be your friend... or you think you are so high and mighty now that you don't even tell me anythin... ok... this is what happen...
mornin~
tuition and then violin... then went to school for lunch...
noon~
saw ann... went to say hi... told her about what i found out... she was so shocked... then we walked around... saw that "person"... and then we just hung around to see what would happen... ate chocs while waitin... saw them walk off... then we just hung around somemore...
afternoon~
ask b abt the truth... he said it happened already... i was like so shocked... bth actually said yes... unbelievable... hung around somemore and then went into hall... still shocked... saw "ooo" walkin to his line... rubbin his head... guessed he had a headache like i did... waited and then went to class... when walkin to kh... py was talking about somebody... and then getting really irritating... bang her on the head with my book... and then jia xin was like wei!!... and then i lloked to see wehre she was looking... saw "ooo" looking at me with a kind of weirded out expression... haha... weirded out... sounds like a nice word... =p... okok... back... erm... then was at kh then went back to class... blah blah... until recess... saw bth and the other bth sittin together talking... i didn't even look at them... didn't even say hi... so i guess she was kind of pissed... and then after eating i walked off... hy went and asked why she so pissed... she say she hate sumbody in our class worh... wonder who it is... i kinda feel she is talking about me... but whatever... and then walked around... when walking... saw all of the bth starin at us... so walked off... they feeling jealous or what... stare for what... nothing to do merh... thought you lie to tell each other secrets and talk bad about me behind my back?!?!... then went back to class.. everybody saw my face and was like what happened worh... is my face like angry all the time arh... when im thinking that time... everybody will think im sad... might as well not think... haihz... anyway... did seni after that... had lots of time to think when paintin... cause i was paintin boxes and boxes... so whatever... i got the chance to zat that "person"... kinda happy about that... but just couldn't forget the fact that b lied to me and ann... are u so afraid of that "person" until cannot tell us the truth... i just can't tust you anymroe lerh... then after that the whole day went by kinda fast...
evening~
walked to church after school... had ice-cream there... hahhaz... very very very nice ice-cream... =p... so nice and rich... and i didn't need to pay for it... this is what you call a blessing... hahhaz... im kiddin... anyway... after that went home and now im writing this... when i saw "ooo" screenname... i kinda kesian him larh... hahaz... but must be strong right... need to forget him... i know... i know... i very fickle one larh... =p... anyway... now im eating milo choscs... hahhaz... and writin this... nth else to write already lorh... =p...

P.S. thx very much py!!!...=p...
P.P.S. sorry if there are any errors in my spelling...=p...


peace out
- joanna -
- anna banana -