joanna...

if only.

2009-12-03T16:46:00.001+08:00

does a true friend do something without telling you and then proceeds to act like nothing happened?

i guess some do.

xoxo

joanna

what would my mama do.

2009-11-11T21:51:00.001+08:00

when wen long asked me just now how many hours i study a day, i started counting the time i spend in the library on a daily basis. only then did i realise i’ve been spending at least 8 hrs a day in the library staring at my sejarah book. like omg right?

haha. i am becoming a nerd. i hope it’s all worth it. the nightmares and tiredness is beginning to get to me. am more crazy and weird and grumpy than usual.

mentos is my latest addiction. i finish a tube a day at least now. like wtf right. haih. today i only ate one mentos though. i hope i manage to cut the addiction. dari akar umbi? LOL!.

anyway, library is quite fun. to being surprised by the amount of chs people who go there, to the getting ice-cream from friends, to the laughing at the crazy things people would do, and just to all the fun times. i may miss it after spm ends. but i highly doubt it. haha.

i’m bringing gloves to the library tomorrow. it’s that cold!. haha. i shall try to sneak water and food inside tomorrow. cross your fingers for me eh?

sometimes the library gets quite noisy, so i just put my earphones on and listen to my phone music. i’m getting really sick of the music now though, so people, song suggestions please. =) u rock tq. haha

k i is going back to nerding now. (i is language for eddy la. ==)

xoxo

joanna

P.S. if only you knew how i felt. surrounded by this feeling that envelops me in a blanket of confusion, dulling my senses. (by me)

boo

2009-11-08T06:03:00.001+08:00

hi people.

i am online at 6 in the morning. this is such a historic event

haha; you know why i’m online?

i fell asleep in front of the tv. woke up at 3 and watched scorpion king

then couldn’t go back to sleep. but 2 words kept bugging me.

so i went to wikipedia to check them out. haha.

i am a random person yes i know.

bleh, i’m hungry and i want breakfast. ==

migraine. ==

oh yeah. i’m gonna miss school. ==

10 more days to SPM. you tell me dieded anot. ==

ok i shall go stuff my brain with somemore stupid sejarah facts.

hope to finish sejarah by tomorrow. fingers crossed eh?

xoxo

joanna

P/S. mixed feelings. =s

just one more moment, that’s all that’s needed.

2009-10-16T20:30:00.001+08:00

hello people,

just to say i am well ~~and happy~~.

nyways, results have been coming back. like whoa, it’s really been a week full of ups and downs.

ups is so far i have 4 A’s, yay me?

downs, the rest are not A’s. so far.

reallly short of my target of getting 12 A’s for spm though.

gotta just accept my results and work hard. =)

have been getting in at least 2 hrs of studying each day, so partly satisfied. plan to do at least 6-8 hrs a day though, so a bit dissapointing, but i’ll live with it.

on a happier note, i have like so much credit now. i’ve passed the 15th day mark of not sms-ing him? briana says we dun feel like doing something that we’re used to after not doing it for a week, so why do i still feel like sms-ing him? (some people won’t know what i’m talking bout. hehe)

nyways, not gonna blog much after this until spm probably. after spm also i may not blog so much cause kinda busy.

oh yeah. i’m going for prom. =). not willing to spend too much money on prom, so i paid for my ticket (yes i used my own money. ==), and my dress gonna wear one that i wore once before. haha. all i gotta do is lose some weight and im set. ( lost some weight d la =p)

ok. i have to go back to nerding. im cutting back on sleeping hrs to study even. i swear i won’t need make up for prom man. got natural eyeshadoow d, dun’t need foundation, just run a bit and i got my blush done. haha!

ok. i is go nerd now.

buai buai pweeettyyy people. =)

xoxo

joanna

p/s i miss you.

bah

2009-10-13T17:20:00.001+08:00

tis’ cheese flavoured maggi mee. (not available in m’sia)

looks disgusting ain’t it? sorta takes like that too. ==

nyways, im hungry.

lol. craving fooooddd.

on a good note, haven’t sms-ed him in 11-12 days? like woohoo.

ok, im typing crap, doing physics thats why.

bah. i hate studying.

anyway, according to briana, saying something will make it happen

I AM GONNA GET 12a’S FOR SPM!!

hehe. =)

xoxo

joanna

p/s had fun with the classmates on monday. photos in facebook. =p

LOL

2009-10-09T20:22:00.001+08:00

~Joanna~
i watching g-force

~Joanna~
haha

Chee Seng
just dance~

En.
=.=

En.
i watching porn

En.
hahahaha

En.
kidding

~Joanna~
hahahahha

~Joanna~
oooo

~Joanna~
en watching pornnn

~Joanna~
ooo

~Joanna~
hahaz1

En.
yeah

En.
really turned onnow

En.
=.=

~Joanna~
lol

~Joanna~
cant i put this on my blog!

~Joanna~
haha!

Chee Seng
HAHAHAHAHA

lights! camera! action!

2009-09-18T22:49:00.001+08:00

tis the story of people in frasers spending their holiday doing. nothing.

THE MAIN CHARACTERS

the father.

the mother. the person. the finger.

LOCATION

the smokehouse.

STORYLINE

SCENE ONE

The story starts with the father, the mother, the person and the finger enjoying the car ride up the steep and windy hill called frasers hill. They reach The Smokehouse and check in to their room.

As the person and the mother decide to put the beds to the test, the father and the finger decide to enjoy the scenery and the fresh air, and maybe enjoy the company of the chirping birds.

(spot the bird!)

Deciding that the beds are up to par, the mother and the person decide to join the father and the finger for some tea and scones.

After the artery-blocking meal, the characters decided to lounge around and wait for dinner which was a mere 4 hours away. The finger opted for the tiring job of continuously banging its head against the click of the DSLR.

As the light of day faded away retiring its space to the peace of the night, dinner was served.

(the finger too hungry to take decent photos. live with it.)

After dinner, the characters retired to the tv room where they demanded privacy from the harsh glare of the camera flash and enjoyed a movie together. (lol, i forgot to bring me flash. haha so had to use the cacat camera flash which makes everybody look like a ghost. so yeah)

END SCENE ONE.

SCENE TWO

The characters woke up to breakfast. One by one they shuffled their tired feet into the breakfast room to enjoy an English breakfast. They skipped lunch and yet again as the day before, tea was served!

this time round, they decided to add some fruit to the meal so that they could be healthy and happy.

Then they retired yet again to the inside while the finger yet again started its routine of banging its head against the click of the DSLR.

As droplets of rain poured down on the garden of The Smokehouse, dinner was served in the dinning room. This time the characters decided to be more adventurous and try some dessert.

behold the BOMBE ALASKA.

The characters proceeded to spend the rest of the night enjoying a movie in the lounge.

As the tired characters trudged their way back to their room, they opened the door to discover a fire blazing in the fireplace. The child in them appeared as they tried to make the fire as big as possible.

As the logs burnt themselves in the grate, the characters snuggled up in bed and fell asleep.

END SCENE TWO

SCENE THREE

The family awoke to the day of their departure from The Smokehouse. Again they enjoyed a full English breakfast in the breakfast room before heading back to their room to pack. As the finger was packing, the father spotted something in the garden and excitedly called the finger to see the sight itself.

As the excitement died down, The Smokehouse returned back to its normal peaceful state. The characters left the location and headed back home with a heavy yet satisfied heart.

END SCENE THREE

Hhaha. i know damn freaking lame. but u enjoyed it right? and i never spent so long on a post before. lol.

pictured by joanna yap

xoxo

joanna

stay over.

2009-09-18T14:03:00.001+08:00

we had the sasa interview. then after that decided to stay over at jie-en’s haha. yes i had no clothes. bullied andrew into driving me back home and back again. u batu! lol. nyways. wanted to go yam cha at night. so we asked everybody. like reli, everybody. ==. in the end only jie-en and i. imagine 2 of us walking in the dark from her house to kayu laughing. haha. yess. haha.

ordering food.

waiting for food. i got my food d. heh.

constipated? =p

i got my food. haha!!

jie-en room got balcony.

we studied there in the morning.

i look weird. bah. ==.

nyways, totally had fun. it was a blast. =) from the staying up talking bout everything, to walking in the dead of night to kayu and back from ur house, to the running round the whole house closing windows when it was raining in the middle of the night, to just having fun with you. thx. =)

P/S more posts to come. stay tuned. lol!

xoxo

joanna

secret recipe.

2009-08-28T22:15:00.001+08:00

i, people, am happy. haha

or i think so. or my brain thinks so. whatever la.

im happy. =)

from the constant going to the library to study with shuba to the secret recipe trips and crossing roads for lunch and spotting every tom, dick and harry in the whole wide world at the library. had a totally good time. =)

so life has been quite good i guess. even though studying during the holidays is like so weird and sad. but it’s all good. =)

the funny thing is. normally im the one who goes like. why are you studyinggg???!!! when people tell me they finished this chapter or whatever. but now its happening to me. haha. so funny leh.

haven been comin on9 due to studying right, so people jump at the chance to disturb me when they see me on9. ==. so they’ll be like, so you study until where d? and i’ll say halfway through. and then they’ll gasp in horror and flop dead. haha. kidding.

ok. crapping. me go finish packing. and erm. the blog will be dead for a while. until october i guesS? or next hols la. tata

xoxo

joanna

P/S. hi eddy!. haha

bleh

2009-08-23T21:24:00.001+08:00

no use crying. just gonna bury my head in studying and be happy. bleh

xoxo

joanna

optimistic.

2009-08-23T15:15:00.001+08:00

hmmm?

hello pretty people!. =)

hehe. so wanna know how my sunday has been?

woke up at 2 something to cough. went back to sleep

woke up at 3 something to cough. went back to sleep

woke up at 4 something to cough. went back to sleep

woke up at 5 something to cough. grandma awake so ate breakfast.

then stoned at living room. yes, i stoned. aha. studied a bit of bio. watched the sky turn from dark to light. =)

dad woke up. went for his walk, came back. bought breakfast.

ate second breakfast. heh.

stone somemore. fell asleep on couch for half hr then woke up.

studied a bit. dad cooked maggi mee.

ate lunch. lol.

until now. =)

ok, so i had a boring sunday. feel like sleeping somemore. bleh. gonna study bio! bluek.

bye bye. =)

xoxo

joanna

p/s i just wasted 2 minutes of your studying time cause you read this. heh.

p/p/s surprised when u sms-ed me last night. happy surprised. =)

wolverine rocks

2009-08-21T20:12:00.001+08:00

i am so bored right now.

supposed to be studying, but stupid medicine make me feel like sleeping. sry, kenot call medicine stupid cause it’s making me feel better. =)

ok. so studying not going as planned. due to medicine making me feel sleepy all the time. nvm. it’s all good.

ok this post sucks cause i am half asleep.

nvm, enjoy staring at the sushi above.

dontcha wish it was yours? =)

xoxo

joanna

the goal

2009-08-18T12:08:00.001+08:00

guess who’s leg. haha!!!!

the goal is to finish studyin by hols and then the week before trials do more exercises. boleh ke? i hope so.

nyways. didn’t go school today. hehe. but i’m studying leh. didn’t go cause getting sicker. stupid cough. can’t sleep cause keep coughing also. so stupid. ==

today’s goal!

physics – finish syllabus

chem – finish until form 4 chapter 6

bio – finish until form 4 chapter 4

sejarah – finish until form 4 chapter 3

a.math – finish tuition hw. ==

~~prolly have to pull an all-nighter. but i hope i finish. =)~~

P.S. not chuan-ing or putting pressure on anybody la. just my goal. if i dun write down i won do it ma. =)

xoxo

joanna

=)

2009-08-11T23:02:00.001+08:00

‘you can choose to live a life of fear, or you can be the best person out of it.’

xoxo

joanna

mood tak baik

2009-08-09T12:31:00.001+08:00

hi people.

mood not so good now. trying to study though.

i promise myself i will stick to my schedule, and i will.

xoxo

joanna

103.

2009-08-06T22:22:00.001+08:00

hi people

*waves hands*

everybody around me is sick. seriously. is it really all in the mind a?

so i’ve been studying. even made myself a schedule all. damn pleased with myself. the only problem is i try so hard to follow the schedule it’s making me so stressed.

so people say i look tired and stressed all the time now. what to do? i do feel tired. i have no idea why. i try to get as much sleep as possible but i still wake up feeling like i haven’t slept at all. sad la. probably cause of the dreams. been having sorta nightmares at night lately, seriously killing me.

aiya. emo-ing la. stupid studying make me emo. shoooooo stupid. ==

‘ we eat fries in class!, we are cool people! =p’

xoxo

joanna

the one who makes life interesting.

2009-08-05T17:06:00.001+08:00

i know, very long never update d. but i’ve just been too lazy or i forget what i wanna blog about. anyway, this is a long overdue post.

check out the video, guarantee will put a smile on your face. jie-en is probably going like, ~myyyy reputtataioooonnnn!! nooooo~~!!

haha. it’s just jie-en being well, jie-en. the video in class that one you gotta check out her blog cause blogger doesn seem to want to load it for me. ==.

yeah, jie-en and i only started knowing each other in form 4. slowly slowly we got closer through class and ed board. she’s the person i trust with most of my secrets. and i can always rely on her for advice. so this is for you. =)

haha, chee seng looks clearer than you. =p. i lazy look for pics la. maaf!. =p

xoxo

joanna

the best friend.

2009-06-27T23:21:00.001+08:00

ok. so i know this post is long overdue. but i’ve been lazy. of course i’m forgiven right right? =p

this is my best friend briana. we have a lot of things not in common. one of them is she’s now 17 and i’m still 16. ==.

she was born on the 22nd of June 1992. she’s an amazing person. we’ll start from the beginning…

we got to know each other in form 2… haha.. it was like girl catfight man… but somehow we seemed to click, not as well as we know each other now though… then we went to form 3… and we weren’t as close…

then the chinese new year visiting thing started. in form 4. haha. it’s now our tradition. a bunch of us b3’s would go from house to house to just eat and ask for angpau. haha…

and i found out she likes to grab my camera and pose with stupid faces. o.0.. haha. actually that’s the choc she gave me. see i remember. loves.

and we started spending more time in school together. we would stay back after school just to go to amcorp to spend time together. =)

and of course that means she’s still gonna pose funnily in front of the camera for me. =p

and she even came over to bake. haha. spur of the moment thing la. =)

of course not forgetting the funny face pose. =p

we also had spur of the moment trips to mid valley just so she can get her 20% roxy discount. *rolls eyes*

haha. she got her revenge for me putting up this pic last time. but it’s classic. this was when she was MC for the merdeka thing. the pic quality damn good lo u gotta admit. =p

we also spent valentine’s together this year with Melinda. we watched this super sad movie on valentine’s. ==. and we discovered pick & brew!

we also did hijau deco together this year. she was the head and me the assistant. it was loads of fun. and our friendship grew stronger from there.

she’s been my best bud through last year and this year. i honestly don’t regret any of it. all our sneaky trips to amcorp, recess time together, the whining, the crying, and the sharing. she’s put up with me, and i’m still learning to put up with her. lol. long story short. i lub you!!. =)

xoxo

joanna

P/S yes i owe you your birthday present. you can stop hinting. lol. i’ll get it when i can la. =)

my heart won’t let you go, and i need you to know…

2009-06-27T16:05:00.001+08:00

sien la.

stupid external hard drive won’t disconnect. but i’m not even using it. stupid. i now christen my external hard drive the name Stupid. heh.

nothing to do lo. yeah yeah, some people will probably say go study. ==… no way mann…

school today also so sien. i finished one 300 page book leh. ==. that means i spent the whole of school time reading, there really was nothing to do lo. ==.

lim ser kien gave us her one to one opinion about our essays today. load of bull lo. how can she psychoanalyze us from our essays and predict my marks, like cursing me only. what if i get good results in my science, then you’ll have to wipe that smirk off your face lo. ==.

aiya… so boreeeeddddd~~~ saveee meee~~~.

xoxo

joanna

=s

2009-06-14T00:43:00.001+08:00

people of planet earth.

i shall interact/communicate/whatever with you after exams.

during the exam period, excuse me if i ignore you, i will be emotionally unstable. may suddenly explode for no reason, like the big bang theory and how the world was created thing.

i will not be online. my laptop shall collect dust for two weeks. only switched on for emergencies. anything sms me. save electricity!! don’t have my number? too bad. =p.

pray for me, that i may pass all my papers and be happy with my results. =)

xoxo

joanna

*live long and prosper*

sien-ness

2009-06-12T01:14:00.001+08:00

Andrew’s b’day card. so nice right, i made it. i tell you horh i really wanted to keep it for myself lo. but aiya, ppl started signing it d. ==

hols almost ending leh. stupid exams coming… sad sia lo.==.

i know it’s like 1 am now. haha, waiting for my movie to finish downloading then can watch it then woohoo i’m a happy person. =)… i’ll just try not to fall asleep tomorrow during datin’s. ==

this hols a, not really much of a holiday. been busy at home everyday, so not time to study nor have fun.

i’m crapping. i’m just excited, almost finish downloading lehhh… like 0.5 % more… better not jinx it though. *cross fingers*

so i’m pretty much like my screen name at the moment. relatively happy la. what to say. =).

xoxo

joanna

P/S 0.4% more!! =))

bang wad?

2009-06-09T23:15:00.001+08:00

had physics tuition just now. hence, the picture above since she’s my tuition mate.

funny question me teacher

so what is your answer for this question?

don’t know. bang only.

you bang what?

ROFLOL.

ok fine, it’s not that funny, but it was funny then. i swear lou and i couldn’t stop laughing.

xoxo

joanna

of leeches and rivers

2009-06-09T00:03:00.001+08:00

picture from std 6 camp at Jungle Lodge. didn’t bring camera so photo was taken with sucky phone camera. from left, me, Oli and Debbie.

anyway, this post is just to tell you that i am alive.

*shock, gasp, horror!!! *

yeah, been pretty much neglected by some people lately. you know who you are. *stick chin up*. whatever la. i don’t care anymore.

so if you haven’t figured it out. the new motto is pretty much whatever. do what you want. actually the motto’s been in action since sports day that time d. so it shouldn’t be news to those who have been in close proximity to me.

on the other hand, i’ve been surprised by some people too. i’m happy to be surprised, note. =)

erm… the studying a… half half la. studied a bit a bit d lo. i don’t know what to say. =s…

nyways, buai buai.

xoxo

joanna

like man

2009-06-05T23:38:00.001+08:00

gosh.

im super super irritated.

seriously

1. facebook won’t load properly. die facebook die!

2. i’m lazy to pack for the trip tomoro. ==

3. stupid dude who is either ignoring me or didn’t reload. ==

4. msn with the stupid sound when i get a msg. ==

5. my messy room is getting on my nerves. ==

6. exams! die exams die!

7. life.

xoxo

joanna

the big adventure

2009-06-03T21:02:00.001+08:00

went out with eddy and wen long to watch terminator today.

the movie a, okok lo. lol.

anyway. the big adventure is….

you would think eddy is like this really smart dude right, i mean he is la. hahah.

so the movie is at cinema 1 right, i was gonna go through the door d, then suddenly the two dudes are like the other door, pointing to the one opposite. so i’m like ok la, didn’t check the number. lol

we went to the wrong cinema. fish wei, sit at other people’s seats!. haha.

ok so moral is. joanna’s always right. *grins* lol kidding la.

xoxo

joanna