random-ness

well, i've been thinking. life is so unfair!
lol, guess a lot of people will say, i could have told you that much earlier.
but, i don't know, i've never really thought much about it before.
Kong and Jie-En would be shaking their heads at me now because they claim i think too much =)
i mean, things and people are taken out of our lives so easily, we have absolutely no control over it even though we are claimed to be the elite of living things on earth.
and to think, in one snap of my fingers, something happens.
snap!
snap!
snap!
(not that i can actually snap my fingers though, lol)
you see in those three snaps, i typed something. haha. it's to prove my theory la ok.
so if its like that, let's say one human being in the world dies every second, every snap.
snap! somebody died
snap! somebody died
and on and on and on. the way i look at it, god can take away our lives just as easily as he gave them to us.
what's the point of living then?
shouldn't we be enjoying our lives, doing what we like to do best, instead of all that bullshit about people making decisions for you, "it's for your own good".
righttt, if life is that short, why should we be stuck doing things that we hate.
people say, enjoy life while it lasts.
so why is there so much bloody competition around?
i've got to say, i love chs, the school, the atmosphere and all.
but why does it deliver such a blow to our self-esteem when we are told to be not good enough for this and that. or cause some people are favourites cause they look better or they're richer.
which suckssss.
i mean, come on. it's only SCHOOL. why do we have to be 'fighting' to do things.
it's just plain dumb, i tell you.
i've gone through that dark hole of depression when somebody told me my english level wasn't high enough for a society in school. it's school!, shouldn't we be enjoying school
what has happened to the world if we can't even enjoy our school life anymore
we;re still considered kids according to law
imagine this, you're grown up, sucessful and have tons of grandchildren who want to hear about your childhood. what are you going to tell them?
ohhh, my childhood was very monotonous, everyday go to school, eat, tuition, eat, tuition then sleep. WTF?
aiya, i don't know what i'm crapping la. i'm just sick of the world always bringing you down...

xoxo
joanna

new hair

haha, thats my new hair if you haven't already seen me. lol. it was taken on the day i cut it. so now its like a lil' bit more messy cause i'm too lazy to blow dry it everytime. so now its wavy.ahaha
anyway, nth much has happened. went to briana's house to study yesterday, ended up doing sudoku.!! haha. and the other day we did the burning the nut thing for bio, and i brought macadamia's cause andalou said any nuts also can. =.= nyways, macadamias burn really well you know. its like it won't stop at all. 0.0 hahah

xoxo
joanna

am i a bimbo? 0.0

the long awaited post. =)

me presents =)
me cake =)

haha, nyways, i know you guys have been bugging me to update. well, this is your short update. haha. cause i really want to go study now. yes, study. haha. you know where you open a book and start trying to remember and understand the facts in it. haha. yes, i'm becomming a nerd. lol

i'm too lazy to do a proper post la. haha

xoxo
joanna

P.S. hahaha, i cut me hair. yes, you heard me right. its short now. ahha. i feel empty. 0.o?

amcorp..

briana and i went to amcorp yesterday. imagine two kids crossing the road screaming. hahaha.

everytime she'll drag me across the road, yesterday suddenly she was like you guide me a. i ended up screaming. haha. it was so damn funny.

we couldn't decide between mcd's and subway. but since mcd's had the aircon so they won. we saw erm, some people there. some i didn't want to see some i didn't mind seeing. all in all it was fun. but don't ever order the cheeseburger from mcd's!!. its horrible. the cheese is all plasticky and the sauce is so weird. i ate a little bit felt like puking d. was complaining to dan the whole time. hahah. nyways. we went to popular after that. got our stuff. then went dvd hunting, hahaha. wanna know the story thats so funny bout that shop? ask me in school la. hahha. nyways, bought nail polish after that. erm then went starbucks. i was stuffed by then so i just curi-ed drink from dan. lol. she has erm a mango something... can't remember. we had a great chat. hmmm then bought credit

hahah. and for our own safety, we decided to take a cab back to school. yessss, school was so near, and would have been so much cheaper.hahah. but we scared d la. lol. yeah, then we were talking in school and stuff

all in all it was great

quote of the day - we bathe together la. (briana)

- only we, (briana and i) are dumb enough to take a taxi back to school from amcorp

(me)

xoxo

joanna